I’m about to pull the trigger - Help.com

You know in the last three days I have seen like more than 5 posts of people wanting to end their suffering!
The sad part is they all have problems and none of us here have tthe ability to fix those tough ones except ourselves!
Have you spoken to the people you love about what you are goign to do?
From what you wrote Im sure you have, but have you asked them what they feel about you diong this?
Im quite sure they wish you dont and I hope you too actually just want to end your suffering and not die!
Tell me, if you didnt have the problems you do what would you be doing with your life right now?

Hey man,
Just remember that Jesus saves. Try it, you’ll see :)

Your not the only one!
and some of us havent got back what weve lost for years, but we stll keep trying?
Now, if you had all that you lost back what would you do with it?

LOL!
I agree with you,
but for me it would be somewhere in Italy…
What would you do with your life if you achieved this?
I mean, well you would be havign a good time of course but, I how… by visiting asll the bars and courting all the girls or helping people out and putting a smile on their face and having them grateful to you?

Yeah!
I agree, but be thankful your not as bad off as the person who just posted with her son in prison and beign sued as well…
You can read it…
Whats your view on her plight?

Yeah!
Im continuiosly refreshing the page…

Dude! I’ve thought about that too… Thankfully I didn’t have a gun… so… you should put down the 9mm and start typing until you get it all out..

Your jsut itching for a reason for things to be done quickly arent you?
one more small question though, what if you dont do yourself in and tomorrow somehow things get better ?

Its your call!

As I said its your call!
Literally and figuratively!
In some ways you atleast have it better than some of us…
Shes actually calling you to see if your ok!
Right now Im thinking your selfish!
You say you love her but you know if you kill yourself shes goign to feel horrid for the rest of her life!
How can you do that to someone who you love?

Man!
You know right now I think your just acting selfish!
Like a spoiled child!
By now you should know that life is not easy…
But if you work hard for the things you care and love, then its worth it!

That was 5 years ago for me on April 2nd!
Yeah! I still remember the dat…, ot easy to forget!
Im kinda in the same place still…
but now, there is literally no one at times!
Once in a while someone comes along and I get a bit of hope to go on but nothing has worked out as of yet…
All I keep telling myself is that there is a chance that things may get bettter, I put my trust in God and keep working trying to be the best I can, hopefully sometime soon I will be able to say all this was worthwhile!
Atleast I hope I can be of use to you…

Man mabey ur scaring her and she has to distance herself to keep herself sane. I know what its like to not be ok and it scares people who love us. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And its not her responsibility to make u OK only you can do that.

She tells you that because she doesn’t know what else to say, man. She clearly cares about you. You understand that? PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU AND WANT YOU NOT TO DO THIS THING. It may not be the kind of caring, the kind of love, that you want in your life right now, but it’s not nothing, and it can and will get better. But you HAVE to take the hard, hard first steps of getting help. And not help from idiots like me on the internet, but REAL help. Help from people who really know their stuff and can give you the tools you need to get through this dark place you’re in and on to somewhere better.

2nd that thetwi!!!

All the best!
Take care!

food for thought: For I know the plans I hav for u declares the Lord. Plans to prosper u and not to harm u. Plans to give u hope and a future. Then u will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. U will seek me and find me when u seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13 night night guys.

your patents, family loved ones…

Family and friends, religious institutions if you are a believer, and also professionals. Suicide hotlines, psychiatrists/therapists, social workers. There are a whole host of people out there of all stripes willing to help.