I hope I read some words that I don’t immediately dismiss. I feel worthless enough to very much want to die, again, I’m not going to attempt anything, I’m much stronger than that, but the emotional hurt is distressing and inferring with my day to day functioning. I’m about to try to go to sleep. There has been a cycle the last year or so where I meet someone, and I fall in love with them and build them up in my mind as the ideal, and it isn’t make believe, from experience when I’ve had someone, I’ve actually found happiness and the solidarity that I’m always seeking. Anyway.. Help? How do I feel like life is worth living without having to have someone else as the sole reason to want to be alive for? When I try to convince myself to do things for me, the best thing to do for me seems to be to have someone else. Tell me something I need to hear.
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