i meant a girl about 3 weeks ago and fell in love almost automatically. the only thing is that she lives 1300 miles away. after three days of talking with her i scrambled together enough money to fly out and see her. the few days i was there were amazing. all i had hoped and dreamed. i am only 21. just turned it actually on the 27th on this month. let me give you a little background on the whole thing. she had a boyfriend not to long ago, but he is away for two years on a missionary trip. they decided between them that they would date others until they got back together and get married, but she has told me she doesnt want to get married so young and also that she doesnt even know if she loves if like that. she knows she likes me. she hasnt said love, so i am not sure of that. anyway in finishing school soon and and then going to chile next year in march sometime. when she gets back she will move to California and start living life. i have decided to bust my *** for the next almost two years and move there when she does. i figure i can hopefully save enough to keep a afloat for a bit. i am just going to live in my car. so i can be with her. i am of course going to go and see her in between that as much as i can and she has told me she is going to fly here to see me as well. i dont know what kind of help i need, but i am not scare of the whole thing. i mean if it ends up she doesnt love me and i completely fail at least i tried. right? i have high hopes that it doesnt turn out that way, but i dont know what is to come. all i know is if i dont try then i fail 10 times as hard then if i didnt.
this is my little life story for the time. i am excited to be in the future soon.
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