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Cannot believe I just googled ‘help’ because I’m in such a world of **** and feel I have nothing and no one to turn to.
I have no idea how I got here and how I became this person, I started thinking last night about death and suicide which is ridiculous, or I’m thinking that’s ridiculous, but it’s just happening. I didn’t sleep last night; I just started crying and never stopped. I feel like there’s so many lonely, lost, hurt and confused people in the world, but even they can’t help each other… or I know that’s probably not the case I’m just, that’s just how I feel. I feel like I’m losing everyone that ever meant anything to me, or finding out that what I thought we had wasn’t worth all that much. What happened to loyalty and empathy and ..simple consideration for the wellbeing of other humans? it doesn’t take that much effort or time to just be considerate and mindful whether its someone you’ve known since you were 10 or a stranger. I know people have differing levels of emotional intelligence and everyone deals with things differently and apparently you need to tell someone exactly what you want to get it out of them, but….I’m thinking of dropping out of uni which is something I would never think of doing, but I don’t know what to do.. I really wish I was different. Sartre gives me hope, determinism grinds my gears…
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