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Cannot believe I just googled ‘help’ because I’m in such a world of **** and feel I have nothing and no one to turn to.

I have no idea how I got here and how I became this person, I started thinking last night about death and suicide which is ridiculous, or I’m thinking that’s ridiculous, but it’s just happening. I didn’t sleep last night; I just started crying and never stopped. I feel like there’s so many lonely, lost, hurt and confused people in the world, but even they can’t help each other… or I know that’s probably not the case I’m just, that’s just how I feel. I feel like I’m losing everyone that ever meant anything to me, or finding out that what I thought we had wasn’t worth all that much. What happened to loyalty and empathy and ..simple consideration for the wellbeing of other humans? it doesn’t take that much effort or time to just be considerate and mindful whether its someone you’ve known since you were 10 or a stranger. I know people have differing levels of emotional intelligence and everyone deals with things differently and apparently you need to tell someone exactly what you want to get it out of them, but….I’m thinking of dropping out of uni which is something I would never think of doing, but I don’t know what to do.. I really wish I was different. Sartre gives me hope, determinism grinds my gears…

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Quantum_Spirit offline Verified User (8 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (4 minutes after post)

If you want to be different, then take different actions. You will change accordingly, of that I have no doubt.

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barely offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Well lets talk about it. Why are you feeling this way? Who and what are you losing? And why the depressed state all of a sudden, did something happen?

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okei! offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 111 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (8 minutes after post)

found this site in like manner as well
hmn i guess too many lonely people in the world

i am here for over a year, and i think i have been successful
in ruining my life
so my advice to you is to just live your life
away from the computer
learn to roll w/ the punches if you must
move on, move forward
cause life goes, and time waits for no one

fight your demons w/in
fight your battles outside, life is not perfect anyway
beside we are not immortal and perfect as well
so live, be happy and joyful while it last

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An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (11 minutes after post)

found this site like that too… maybe one day when someone types help in their toolbar, i will be able to give them an answer worth looking for…

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NOT4YOUSILLYRABBIT offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (14 minutes after post)

I would really suggest whatever you are going through, don’t drop out of school. If nothing else, it’s much harder to meet people once out of school. Rough it out or you’ll probably spend much of your life regretting it. Maybe you could transfer? Could you elaborate on some of your issues?

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barely offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (16 minutes after post)

We understand that you are upset, but unless you talk with us we can’t help with anything..

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Mochica offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (20 minutes after post)

Accidentally got to this site when I miss-typed “yelp” to write a few restaurant review and couldn’t help but click on your post. There are ups and downs in life, but you can never truely appreciate the ups if you haven’t experienced some of the downs.

I guess what I’m trying to say is there’s so much to life that’s worth living. You may be in a valley right now, but hang in there - as long as we live another day to fight and strive, we have an opportunity at a better tomorrow and future.

I know its easier said than done, but there are really plenty of helping hands out there. Try to get out and do something new, even if it means just taking a different path. Helping out the less-fortunate also gives you a perspective on life, that really, things aren’t so bad after all :)

Hope it helps, and hope you feel better!

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ameliaearthlin offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 17 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Most of us find the site when we are so low we type HELP randomly into our computers.
Some of us are on anti depressants,some have clawed their way out of some really nasty situations, 99 percent of us are understanding.
Humans do seem to become less sensitive to others.
They are some good ones out there though, you being one of them.
The world needs you. Be strong and find others who are on your level.

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laksidhfurs offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (34 minutes after post)

spose I didnt really expect anyone to reply, just sort of venting…i know all the things I should/need to do, and not do/think… im a psych student so, I know about being active and positive and optimisitc and kind of faking it till you making it sort of thing, and i used to naturally be that kind of person, but over the past year and a half that attitude has become harder and harder to continue with, when you get rejected and betrayed and i dunno anxieties build up, bad expereinces build up you get worse and worse and bouncing back untill you write a paragraph like that spose haha arg.. i spose theres only two ways to go, you give up or you keep trying and ive always tried but spose its just getting hard to find reasons and motivation

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barely offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (38 minutes after post)

You need to realize that when you posted here we were all looking at your post and everyone that has left a comment for you understands where you are coming from. So for the record, you do have somewhere to turn, and you have others here that are willing to help and support you.

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Mochica offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (40 minutes after post)

big virtual hug>

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decadent5 offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (40 minutes after post)

please do not feel that you are the only one who types in www.help.com. How do you think I ended up reading your statement.giving up is never the anwser..take it from someone who gave up, regreted it and had to climb back out of my own personal hell.
although this may sound crazy, i find screaming at the top of my lungs releases a lot of frustration. find something that works for you. no matter how far off the norm it may seem..things will get better:)call a friend you havent spoken with in a while, call a relative you know cares for you, call a clergy member, talk to a counselor at your school, but do not give up. the saying “life is a bowl of cherries”should include” but it comes with pits”. you spit them out before you break a tooth.I hope you feel better, and don’t forget to spit.

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laksidhfurs offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (1 hour, 3 minutes after post)

oh right…thanks ‘barely’ , and everyone else who has commented, it means a lot and I’m understanding everything that’s being said. I wasnt assuming no one has felt/thought this way, i know a lot of people go through the same thing and so much worse.

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