i want to kill myself but i dont want to die, does that make sense. - Help.com

why?

yep!! cuz thats exactly how i feel :) want to be friends?

why what?

i would love to be friennds.lol until

why u are feeling like killing urself….. there must be a reason right???

ok wats ur user name? XD

i dont know. i just feel like im going soo crazy. i cant handle anything. im tired of my life and what happens. i have recently lost 15lbs by sticking my finger down my throat. i hate myself.

Anonymous wrote:
i dont know. i just feel like im going soo crazy. i cant handle anything. im tired of my life and what happens. i have recently lost 15lbs by sticking my finger down my throat. i hate myself.

But u dont want to die. i am the same i jus got out of a relationship that i had never experience like it before, being so close and being able to tell her anything. now that it’s gone i feel like i can’t live. i want to kill myself but i dont want to die cuz i keep hoping there will be something in the future for us.. i wwould say it’s weird but to me it’s normal?.. i have never really felt happiness? so i am the depressed type XD

im sorry that sounds rough. i read and replied on your post. but i didnt fully understand. i guess i still dont lol. only u will ever fully understand lol.

i alwayz feeling liek dat but dont want to die and wen it comes to nite tym i be so scared cuz i dont wnt to die

every on has some problem ….. I also have one. Sone tins bas may be a week or so… I was thinking I shuld kill myself… as there was no way out…. I am habitual of writing so that day i wrote whatever I was feeling…..
After some days thing suddenly change and i was happy may be for some time……
But all this made me realize that things never remain same….. if they are bad then tere will be good some day…..

ankhali wrote:
i alwayz feeling liek dat but dont want to die and wen it comes to nite tym i be so scared cuz i dont wnt to die

im so sorry, thats not a good feeling, i will keep you in my prayers

kforhel- im glad things got better for you, and that you found a good outlet. keep it up
good luck to you both and you can shout me anytime if you need to talk

this is me if you want to shout me

Life is very precious but we dont realize it until we are about to lose it…..
Like we dont realize a worth of someone… but after tat person has gone we
realize how much imp that person was for up…………..
In short….. life is very short and even in that short period we regret and
waste out time in feeling then when r we going to live……..
Remember one more thing….. killing urself….is just to find someone concern..
or… need for help…….

hey listen u wnt 2 be friends cuz i no we can sort our problems out

ive felt this off and on for years.. its hard to push through.

I am so sorry that you feel that way. I have felt that way often. But I take a long look around and I start noticing that no matter what I am going through there are always someone else that is going through so much more difficult situations than I am. Take for instance, i had female cancer, I thought my world had ended, it couldn’t get any worse, I just wanted to go ahead and die, just kill myself and get it over with. But then, I remember that my cousin had it so much worse than I did, she had bone cancer, she was 17, she didn’t even get to live her life, I was 30, I had already lived a good portion of my life, so I was lucky. Lots of love and all my prayers are with you.