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Wow…
I don’t even know where to start. I think I need to move on, but I really don’t know. I met this guy a while ago and about two months ago we kinda “hooked up” so to speak. I liked him prior to this and he liked me, still does in fact, but here is the snag: He is a Christian and though I share many similar beliefs with him, he is truly that he will go to hell for being gay. He has known his whole life that he is gay. After hooking up with him, my feelings went crazy and through the roof. It was a while after this that he told me that he didn’t want to “be that way”. I told him I understood, though I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Recently we hung out, just the two of us and talked for hours. He is incredibly intelligent and it was truly one of the best conversations I have ever had. He always hugs me when he leaves and I can feel the energy and emotion between us in such an indescribable way. I guess what I’m saying, long story short, is that I have never felt emotion like this before. I thought I had been in love before, but this is something that is so strong, it’s overwhelming. I don’t know if I should try to stick it out and see if something can come of it or not. He is dead set right now on not being gay. He thinks he can be “cured”. I tried to tell him that God will love him no matter what, and that no God would want you to be unhappy through your entire life. I want to help him, but I don’t know if I am really doing any good. If I stay around, even just as friends and someone he can talk to about what he’s going through, I still think that if he is feeling these emotions it’s just going to frustrate him. On the other side, I don’t know if maybe it will help him come to terms with the person he is and even better, maybe figure out this thing between us. I have an opportunity to move two hours away from him in six weeks. These next six weeks are going to be very busy for me, and I am not going to get much of a chance to see him. Should I move? Should I stay in contact with him? Or should I just forget the greatest feeling I have ever experienced from someone else and pluck myself out of his world? What’s best for him???
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