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That happens, it will bother you less and less as you get older. This just so happens to be your first experience with peoples lifes going in different directions, its like your first break up, always the worst because you dont know what to expect or how to feel.

If you dont want to be in collge than leave collge. Using your parents as an excuse isnt helping you - if you want to leave you have to speak up and say to them you are unhappy and this is how you need it to be. If they get mad, they will deal with it. If its because they are paying than find your own funds. You day to day ends up defining your life, so you may as well make it into something you like.

yeah i kinda miss highschool to sometimes but then i think of how much i hated it most of the time then im like well nah i don’t miss it that much
but i know how you feel about loosing friends do to every one going there separate ways

its change. change is always the wind that drives us. like it or not it blows and we have to deal with it. its also been proven that the older we are the less adaptable to changes we become. I think in retrospect that it is true. I mean we cant wait to start our first day of school kindergarted, first grade.. by about fourth grade we’ve had enough.. and then comes jr high. and just when you get things figured out there they send you to the sixth circle of hell commonly refered to as highschool. we hope that goes away with the approach of college. but its really the same situation. we dont know anybody, (unless we are fortunate) and instead of spouting the same crap at us they have been for the last six years the teachers are actually throwing something new at us. it can be unsettling. I predict it will take you a while to find your nich, but given time and patience with yourself and your surroundings, Im sure you will.