i am so disappointed.
my insides feel empty. this may turn into a rant of self pity so sorry. i just have to get it out…..
im 20 and in college. spring break starts today for me. i am going home for spring break cause i dont have money to go anywhere else. my bd is during my spring break as well. my house got broken into a couple of weeks ago so money is really tight cause none of it was insured. my parents said for my birthday they would try and buy some of the things stolen back. i said no that the only thing i wanted for my bd was to have friends and family go up to a place my grandparents own in the mountains to camp. they said ok, and i started to invite all my college and high school friends up. now my mom says it would be too much of a hassle to go. i asked if i could just go with a couple of friends and she said no she wouldnt be able to trust me. (i told her i wanted to hang out with friends cause i would want to have fun and drink maybe. then she said it was illegal and went on a rant about how im an alcoholic. she is very strict and doesnt understand college life since she never went). then she told me i wasnt allowed to go anywhere for spring break (even though i wasnt planning on it) causee i should be with family not friends. WHAT??? im 20 yrs old and have less freedoms then a high schooler.
so now idk what to do. im not celebrating my birthday with friends apparently; not going anywhere for it; or for spring break; i feel like i should just say screw them and do what i want, but at the ame time i dont want them to be mad at me on my bd. what do i do?
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