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I Shall Start Here…

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Ask a question, post a rant, and tell you my story.
If that sounds familiar to you, then good, you’re observant.

*start*
Do you remember Haro?
Rant: Why is it so d*mn hot?! (Just ignore that..)
Story: Haro used to be a character in my head, who allowed me to be optimistic. And because “Haro” existed I felt that all the optimistic comments/thoughts I had were not mine. So I “killed” Haro.
And now, I must say I missed the name Haro. And I guess HARO IS BACK! As only a name, of course. I’m a much happier person now, and all the positives thoughts are mine, MINE, MINE. I just still really like the name that’s all.

-Haro

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (1 minute after post)

I’m really glad to hear that. It was a sad day when I heard the news…

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Well, the little orange guy is back as my avatar to spread the happiness around for everyone, including you.
The title of your latest post doesn’t sound good.

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (5 minutes after post)

Nope, it’s not, it’s really bad… (I am really really glad to see that you’re happier now, though. Congrats)

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Not cool. D:
Wanna talk about it?

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (9 minutes after post)

You know me well, I always love talking about my life.

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (9 minutes after post)

But this is your post. Not here, if anywhere.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (10 minutes after post)

AIM?

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (10 minutes after post)

O.o PheeGee or Haro??

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (12 minutes after post)

PheeGee? That’s another person xD

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Both by the name of Haro?? How confusing…

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (15 minutes after post)

Oh no, wait. I get it. My memory just failed for a little while there. XD
My bad…

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (15 minutes after post)

Hahaha, it’s fine dude.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 81 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (15 minutes after post)

‘llo Haro.

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (16 minutes after post)

Well, I’m pretty sure I’ve sorted it out now… Unless next you tell me Ikari and Caitlin are the same person. O.o

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (18 minutes after post)

Maybe they’re really the same person!
xD

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (18 minutes after post)

Commander Ikari wrote:
‘llo Haro.

Hi there, Commander Ikari.

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~CaitherrA~ offline Verified User (9 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 167 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (20 minutes after post)

Rocco. wrote:
Well, I’m pretty sure I’ve sorted it out now… Unless next you tell me Ikari and Caitlin are the same person. O.o

Hey!! That was rude!

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (21 minutes after post)

~CaitherrA~ wrote:

Rocco. wrote:
Well, I’m pretty sure I’ve sorted it out now… Unless next you tell me Ikari and Caitlin are the same person. O.o

Hey!! That was rude!

*Gasp* How did you find this post???
The only way… Is if she is Ikari and switched accounts to try and prove his identity!!

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 81 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (21 minutes after post)

Rocco. wrote:

~CaitherrA~ wrote:
Rocco. wrote:
Well, I’m pretty sure I’ve sorted it out now… Unless next you tell me Ikari and Caitlin are the same person. O.o

Hey!! That was rude!

*Gasp* How did you find this post???
The only way… Is if she is Ikari and switched accounts to try and prove his identity!!

uh huh…

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (23 minutes after post)

Now he is switching back!! See? Proof!

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~CaitherrA~ offline Verified User (9 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 167 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (26 minutes after post)

You are very quickly swaying off topic.

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (27 minutes after post)

*Shuts up*
Welcome back, Haro!
*Hides*

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (27 minutes after post)

Rocco. wrote:
Now he is switching back!! See? Proof!

Whoa!

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (30 minutes after post)

Rocco. wrote:
*Shuts up*
Welcome back, Haro!
*Hides*

Thank you :D
It’s ok to start talking about random stuff, I don’t mind!

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (32 minutes after post)

Yay!
*Throws rocks at Ikari/Caitherra*
I’ll stop though. :P

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (2 hours, 42 minutes after post)

woot!
yay for optimism

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (2 hours, 47 minutes after post)

SITNALTA wrote:
woot!
yay for optimism

Hahah, yes :]
Oh, and have I asked you about the origin of your current name?
Because I’m curious about it…

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (2 hours, 51 minutes after post)

CC Haro wrote:

SITNALTA wrote:
woot!
yay for optimism

Hahah, yes :]
Oh, and have I asked you about the origin of your current name?
Because I’m curious about it…

read it backwards
also it is a floating island in my book, i loved the name after coming up with it so it stuck

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 2 minutes after post)

Whoa!
Your book? What’s it about?

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 10 minutes after post)

CC Haro wrote:
Whoa!
Your book? What’s it about?

a king in training
and i already have ideas for my next two to keep me writing stuff

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 14 minutes after post)

Wow, that’s awesome.
:]
I like to write short stories, usually inspired by music.
What’s your inspiration?

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 16 minutes after post)

CC Haro wrote:
Wow, that’s awesome.
:]
I like to write short stories, usually inspired by music.
What’s your inspiration?

i kinda just pull them out of thin air

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 17 minutes after post)

this current one is undergoing alot of freaking change now though
hard to keep up with my own ideas

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (3 hours, 18 minutes after post)

SITNALTA wrote:
this current one is undergoing alot of freaking change now though
hard to keep up with my own ideas

Ah :]
I understand.

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Darth Pianoman~~~ offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 152 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (5 hours, 14 minutes after post)

haha, I was wondering why your old avatar was back :D I always liked that little orange dude :) lol but welcome back! and I’m glad to hear you’re happier :D

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (13 hours, 2 minutes after post)

That avatar was my first avatar… and the orange dude is a Haro
I like him too, haha
xD

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 81 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (18 hours after post)

SITNALTA wrote:

CC Haro wrote:
Whoa!
Your book? What’s it about?

a king in training
and i already have ideas for my next two to keep me writing stuff

dewd. make it a movie. With Uwe Boll directing. Be soooooooo good bro.

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months ago (18 hours, 3 minutes after post)

Commander Ikari wrote:

SITNALTA wrote:
CC Haro wrote:
Whoa!
Your book? What’s it about?

a king in training
and i already have ideas for my next two to keep me writing stuff

dewd. make it a movie. With Uwe Boll directing. Be soooooooo good bro.

i want to, in fact id rather it turn to movie script, its just extremely hard to get it into one and im not good at explaining stuff script as much as explaining in book- like text form

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cornflakegirl offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

well haro. maro etc.. they all exist because YOU see them. You CREATE them.
you want to be optimist? look in the mirror.
you create your own thoughts while you are created by your thoughts.
it is as complex as much as it is simple.
loves:)

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months ago (2 days, 23 hours after post)

cornflakegirl wrote:
well haro. maro etc.. they all exist because YOU see them. You CREATE them.
you want to be optimist? look in the mirror.
you create your own thoughts while you are created by your thoughts.
it is as complex as much as it is simple.
loves:)

Thank you for your words.
I needed that a while ago.. but that’s in the past now.

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Dr. Qwerty offline Verified User (10 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 4 weeks ago (3 days, 2 hours after post)

haro there :p

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 4 weeks ago (3 days, 2 hours after post)

lol.. xD
That almost sound racist to me…
There’s this friend of mine that would type “herro” instead of hello.. and “ror” instead of lol to mess with me because I’m Asian.

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Risen Demon offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 1 hour after post)

hmm :) ahhh u sound jus like me.. or sounded i gues O.o
i also hav a character (or 2) in my head that keeps me going
some wud call this an alter ego, other wud cal it scitzofreniaa (no idea how to spell lol)
and then yet other wud call it dual personality or some form of mental illness
i like to call him, me :]
the real me.. the one who isnt bound by a body or society.. or any sort of parameters
the me who is free to b whoever i want me to b
kind of like tyler durden :P

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

That sounds interesting.

schizophrenia? I think that’s how you spell it xD
I have another character actually… his name is Jasper
:O
But I decided to put him into a series of short stories.
Or my head is going to explode from split personality.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 81 #
An Undisclosed Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

The further that advances, the more likely one would call that multiple personalities..

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

But I stopped it xP
I probably had that throughout middle school…

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

Risen Demon wrote:
hmm :) ahhh u sound jus like me.. or sounded i gues O.o
i also hav a character (or 2) in my head that keeps me going
some wud call this an alter ego, other wud cal it scitzofreniaa (no idea how to spell lol)
and then yet other wud call it dual personality or some form of mental illness
i like to call him, me :]
the real me.. the one who isnt bound by a body or society.. or any sort of parameters
the me who is free to b whoever i want me to b
kind of like tyler durden :P

that sounds eerily like me too.
i have several alter ego like things in my head.
they all display a different mood/idea about life.
i kinda like it, but some are pretty scary

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

Yeah, I’ve got that. A few. Some of them go by different names, but we usually just take turns on who gets to be in control. Some of them are kind of socially-unaccepted, and I try hide them a little more, but the rest of us are pretty comfortable with each other. Sometimes we fight, but honestly, that’s what room mates do, right?

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 81 #
An Undisclosed Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

And perhaps these are just you during your different moods…

The mystery revealed?

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

Commander Ikari wrote:
And perhaps these are just you during your different moods…

The mystery revealed?

Haha, that’s what I thought at first too. But they are very good for conversation, and we all have our own memories. The others vaguely, if at all, remember things that the others experience. They are a little bit like moods, but not really. We all have moods, and ways we deal with our moods. Some have a temper, some don’t.

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

Commander Ikari wrote:
And perhaps these are just you during your different moods…

The mystery revealed?

Only, I can see “through” them when they take turns deciding what to do.
I look on in two seperate mind frames at a time sometimes

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 2 hours after post)

And what rocco says better explains it too

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Risen Demon offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 3 hours after post)

Rocco. wrote:
Yeah, I’ve got that. A few. Some of them go by different names, but we usually just take turns on who gets to be in control. Some of them are kind of socially-unaccepted, and I try hide them a little more, but the rest of us are pretty comfortable with each other. Sometimes we fight, but honestly, that’s what room mates do, right?

haha i lov the way u put that
yea i also have my socially unacceptable dude
i only rely hav 2
and they also take turns being in control
mainly becus
they r complete opposites
i mean
if u wer to ask me a question
often times i wudnt even kno wat to say
becuz a part of me is sayin one thing
and the other says something completely sifferent
and ive found that often they get into crazy fights and to other people i seem like i have suddem mood swings or pms 24/7 lool
so ive decided to let them take turns
of certain periods of time each
so that ther is no indecisions
this way it works out a lot better
llol..
and its geting a lot easier for my gf to understand wth is going on wit me all the time o_O
she gets rely confused and angry wen one day i tell her she means a lot to me and the next i dont giv a **** about her
mainly becuz my other me does not like her at all
so rely its a constant struggle between the 2 mees
it gets rely intense sometimes
and the worst is
i wish i cud jus pick one person to go as lol o_O if that makes sense..
but i jus dont kno who to pick
see.. im not like the movie fight club lol, not completely
because.. i wud never kill off the crazy side of me tht provides for all the fun and rebellious excitement >;P
but then agen.. sometimes i do wish he wud stop trying to get rid of my gf >=/
p.s. no im not insane.. so if ur going to put some stupid comment down below.. then go ahead, but nothing u say is gonna make me feel like i need to see a therapist :P

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Rocco. offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 3 hours after post)

Mine don’t often get mixed up… Well, for awhile I managed to kind of fuse them and become one, but that didn’t last long. Sometimes we switch pretty fast though. And we can sort of decide who is out and when, although it’s hard to be out for long because everybody wants a turn… Usually the least helpful at the time manages to pop out somehow, which is weird.
I’ve got a math test on Thursday, and we are actually trying to get the math guy out. XD

Yeah, reading back, most people will probably just a bunch of idiots making this up… Whateva. It’s all good though.
Time for bed anyway. Cya.

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An Unknown Location | 7 months, 3 weeks ago (5 days, 3 hours after post)

lolz nice rocco, gud luck on ur test XP

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