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I am talking from experience here. Don’t do it.

I have been in hospital 11 times in 6 months because I have tried to overdose and die by taking tablets and pills. It never works and the only thing that happened to me was being sick for hours and being put in a mental hospital which made me feel worse.

Talk to someone, please. There is no quick cure, I still hate myself everyday, but I am stll alive and getting through this. You can talk to me anytme, I have been through similar and I am not some angsty teen. I am 22 and these feelings are doing the same to me as they are you.

You’re not alone

DONT DO IT!

*hugs* please =S

I am about the same age as you and although I havent been through the same stuff I also have been fairly depressed for years so i know how it feels. I think you need to just talk a little, you can go to a therapist or something.

Dont do it. The last thing you want to do is solve a short term problem with a long term solution, Suicide is something that you cant undo. Life will get better, if you are suffering from clinical depression its best to see a doctor. If its something else know that time heals all wounds no matter how deep they are. I have had a really ****** life and it only seems to get worse, but i live for the reason that i cant abandon my family. For even tho they hurt me and isolate me i know they will grieve my loss. Think of the people who love you and care about you. This shall all pass.

I was feeling the same a few weeks ago the thought of suicide seems nice sometimes, a feeling of relief from the pain. Its not your fault you feel this way, i recommend talking to a loved one and let them know you need them

Things get at their very worst before they get better and are at thier very best. Wouldnt you want to stick around for the good stuff to come?

hey…. i care. and i know what you’re going thru cuz i’ve been there. i understand the emptiness, depression and the loneliness.
i believe that there’s a hole in every man’s heart that only christ can fill. i was so empty, disoriented and confused (tho everything looks fine on the outside) 2 years ago until i met god. when that happened, everything just became make sense, on why on earth you’re here on earth, on why you were created, etc. and you’ll find a purpose in relationship with the loving father. what you need is jesus’ love to fill you up like a coke in a desert… it’s not an empty promise. it’s something real and it’s the truth that will make you free.
there is hope. dont give up. there is hope. god listens

Hey could you please come back so i know your okay =S

I was getting ready to take all the pills when my mom walked in on me. I spent the night in the Psych ER. My mom took all my pills away. So she thinks. I have one bottle she missed…..its good to know I still have an option

Thats not an option though, its just too easy. Dont you want to be better and good rather than just be nothing? Please try and get better instead, listen to people, they are trying to help you.

broken4Go wrote:
I was getting ready to take all the pills when my mom walked in on me. I spent the night in the Psych ER. My mom took all my pills away. So she thinks. I have one bottle she missed…..its good to know I still have an option

Yes you do have option but that’s not the one you really want to take. This is a link to one of my post, you may find something there that will help you.
http://help.com/post/116958-do-you-ne…

Well I took that last bottle of pills. All 38 of them. Apparently it wasn’t enough. My mom called 911 and I was taken to the hospital. I’m just getting out of the state psychiatric institute today. But I’m feeling better. That’s somethin right? I don’t think I’ll try and kill myself again. The look on my moms face…hearing her crying in the background as the paramedics examined me…its gonna haunt me for awhile.

Thats good your okay though and you wont do it again.

broken4Go wrote:
Well I took that last bottle of pills. All 38 of them. Apparently it wasn’t enough. My mom called 911 and I was taken to the hospital. I’m just getting out of the state psychiatric institute today. But I’m feeling better. That’s somethin right? I don’t think I’ll try and kill myself again. The look on my moms face…hearing her crying in the background as the paramedics examined me…its gonna haunt me for awhile.

You know need to focus on the things you want to do in your life.
http://www.lesbrown.com/million_dolla…