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Im going to kill myself.
I just can’t go on with this **** anymore. I feel like ive got nobody to talk to, ive got no friends, im a fat slob that cant do anything right. I try being more confident in my life like my phychiatrist suggested but it appears the more I hope the more I am let down. I used to be funny and had lots of friends, but i just changed and ever since then they have all faded away, most of them have turned thier backs on me. I have no money, no job, no hopes or ambitions, I am an alchoholic drug user with a low self esteem and a dog that is being put down in 2 days after biting a kid. My landlord is threatening me for my rent which I just dont have. I dont have anything to live for, so suicide is the only answer. Ive come on here to see if there is anyone who cares. Because everyone who knows me hates me. I know that suicide is a sin. So im going to hell, but anything is better than this.
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DON’T do that. What you said here about your life, everything can be changed and remedied. Starting with drinking and drugs. Stop that and save the money to pay your rent. I know it’s easily said than done but you said you have no money yet you can find money for these. Life is hard today, so many people out of jobs, applying unsuccessfully. Do you have family members who could help you out for a while? Who pays the psychiatrist’s bill? If you think he/she can’t help anymore, don’t go there. What happened that you just changed?
As long as your still alive its not too late to change things… life is like a roller coaster..it has its ups and downs..right now your in some downs..look at it this way..it can only go up..hang in there..i know there are still alot of great things about you..remember its never to late!.
Suicide is not the answer…
You said things changed? So they were good before then??? What happened?
What age are you and how long has it been since things changed for the worst?
Drink is a depressant… What drugs do you take?
Hey, I’m very sorry for the hardship you are going through right now and I’ve been in the same position a while ago when I felt like there was no hope left in this world. But whatever you do, please don’t end your life because it’s not going to solve anything. Everybody has their ups and lows but soon enough, the wheel of fortune will turn and you’ll be back up on the top. What you really need is love and support and I hope you can find that in your family and friends. They are a great way to cmake you feel better and if you want a friend to comfort and listen, we’re here to help. In fact, I can be the first one =)
Hope you’ll feel better soon.
If you are really feeling so low that you are seriously considering suicide then i think we need to get someone to be with you…
my uncle payed for my habits until he died a year ago and my phyciatrist is a volunteer. i find whatever money i can to get more heroin. i take it every day. im 39 and have been considering suicide for 7 years. i always say to myself see if its ok tommorow but i feel i will be waiting for a happy tommorow forever.
Why did your uncle pay for your habit???
Where do you live? What sort of family do you have? What sort of income do you have? Have you ever tried methadone?
goodbye. im ending this now. if any of my family see this dont grieve, as i am at peace. more peace than on earth.
PLEASE DONT!!
I hope you decide against doing anything that you can’t undo…. I’m sure anyone who knows you does not want to find that your last few moments were spent reaching out to strangers when they were there for you and you didn’t realise it.
God bless.
I agree with the previous person who posted here, we are here for you and we really want to help you. Please don’t just give up now because as strange as it may sound, you’ve just found a group of kind-hearted strangers who can lift your pains and sadness away. I may not know you, but I can always lend you ears to listen to your troubles and cheer you up.
I really care though. I seriously dont think you should do it. I lost my friends too and its been years but im still alive as depressed as i have been in the past many times. You can get more friends you know and you just need to explain what your going through with the ones you got so they wont wonder why your acting differently. You can change you know, im working on changing too so your not really alone, it only seems hard at first but once you just throw out your old bad ways of thinking it makes things easier to do. Things get thier worst just before they get their best so you should stick around to see the good stuff. If you need money maybe you can get on disability for your drug use and depression, they will give you cash and treatment i think.
hey…. i care. and i know what you’re going thru cuz i’ve been there. i understand the emptiness, depression and the loneliness.
i believe that there’s a hole in every man’s heart that only christ can fill. i was so empty, disoriented and confused (tho everything looks fine on the outside) 2 years ago until i met god. when that happened, everything just became make sense, on why on earth you’re here on earth, on why you were created, etc. and you’ll find a purpose in relationship with the loving father. what you need is jesus’ love to fill you up like a coke in a desert… it’s not an empty promise. it’s something real and it’s the truth that will make you free. as he was able to save me from deep pit, he can do the same thing if only you come to him.
there is hope. dont give up. there is hope. god listens
There’s always an alternative, even if you cant yet see it.
There is always something else somewhere, somehow.
There is always another choice, another chance, another version of reality.
Talk to someone. Go to a Church or something (I’m not religious but you might find some good people there). Ask for help.
Please don’t give up.
If you look on the bright side then things are pretty much guaranteed to start getting better soon!
You are meant to be here, to be alive, to be living.
dan.cant.get.enoug wrote:
goodbye. im ending this now. if any of my family see this dont grieve, as i am at peace. more peace than on earth.
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dan.cant.get.enoug wrote:
goodbye. im ending this now. if any of my family see this dont grieve, as i am at peace. more peace than on earth.
I really hope your okay =S
If you are reading this Dan.cant.get.enough…. please let us know that you are ok… that’s all you need to do…. everyone who contributed to this post is concerned about your welfare.
Anonymous wrote:
If you are reading this Dan.cant.get.enough…. please let us know that you are ok… that’s all you need to do…. everyone who contributed to this post is concerned about your welfare.
that jones B.U. was just some stupid little kid probably that doesnt understand anything so dont take offence to that person, they have the IQ of a grapefruit
So yeah people care.
hope your ok dude :)
i now how you feel the hurt, the pain, all the voices telling you your not good enough……its hard because no matter what anyone say to help you still feel like a loser. you think that ending your life will end all the pain and suffering….but there’s something else u can do about the pain. TALK….talk to someone please….anyone their words can and will encourage u because it will come from their heart. they won’t just say nice things to keep you from killin yourself but they will say those things cuz they mean it….i’m 15 and i know how it feels….please don’t do it…….don’t…i hope that helps
OHAI.
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Hugo revealed he does not own pre-My Prerogative Britney Spears material. I feel like life is not worth living. I’ve been lied to.
Goodbye cruel world.
Mark, don’t do it. I love you. Marry me. Have my babies.. it’s what is best.. ):
jenniferkerr78 wrote:
Mark, don’t do it. I love you. Marry me. Have my babies.. it’s what is best.. ):
It is too painful, Jen. I see a light, a bright light. But a dark foce is blocking me from entering it. That dark force is Hugo’s lie.
heyy……
I may not no you but oh well…
i no how you feel im feeling the same way now & always have
im only 12 tho…..
but i dont care anymore….
you shouldnt do it but if you do their is always a place for you!
and who nos u might still go 2 heaven!
and that Jones person get ******!
luv ya heaps! xoxx 3 Teash!
LOL
I HOPE YOU DIE
dont
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