My life has become a monotonous routine.
I live free by the standards of most people. I play music. I love my dog. I live in Toronto and I hate this place. The women are cold, the people are heartless and my soul is restless. I really wish the whole thing would come crashing down. Then I could die in peace. I plan on killing myself eventually. As I move toward the utterly hopeless realization about how worthless I really am, my heart aches. with no comfort from family, who lack the intelligent understanding required to talk about these things. Friends who are worse off then myself and surrounding myself with walls so no one ends up truly caring about caring about me. Here I am now, writing online in hopes that some supreme wisdom will just push me to the edge and I can finish myself. There is nothing to live for anymore.
I guess I am not really done, and i guess i need help with the following:
Getting out of Toronto
getting into a sustainable community that respects musicians
Find someone who has a heart
getting out of TO
getting out of this mess that we call society
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