I am $400 in debt.
This came along suddenly. I feel like exploding. I’m drowning right now and I need help. I have been crying nonstop for thirty minutes, and yesterday I took the longest walk of my life. It made me feel better, until I looked at my bank statement again today. It keeps adding up and I can’t stop it because I don’t have time for a job.
I’ve never had a job before. I was planning on getting one two weeks from now, after final exams. I’m in college and I have $30 in my pocket to get food and things. I can sell my books back next week, but they aren’t worth much at all.
Sorry to bother everyone with this seemingly meaningless drivel.
I just want to tell everyone that I need help, but one roommate is driving back to her home right now for the weekend, and the other one will most likely come in in a few minutes and go to bed. She has her own problems. I don’t want to bother her with mine. I feel so helpless and alone right now. I’m thinking about committing suicide, but I’m too afraid of the pain, not to mention death itself.
I don’t know what I need help with; I just need help.
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