Love help: Apparently I am too stupid - Help.com

yeah, sweet to share laughs :P

Indeed, my heart feels like fighting but it has been like this from the start, I am afraid to say this too loud and strong because I am not sure what there would be after that if I am too strong on my expression…I am afraid that I will cause troubles, for all the sides in this story. I am not sure what that way would be to express my secret emotions and strong needs to scream and fight for this silly affection of my.

..but I don’t know what that should be then, that what I should and could do…
Because that is the thing, I have thought that is what I need to see through this, just swallow it and stay silent because it wouldn’t be nice to say this kind of things to all..
Because I am some silent affair in the darkness,
I’m not just so secured about screaming things like that, should I do it even if I sense some troubles in it?

O.k… I will. I’m shining my armour and getting ready to fight..
To be strong enough to battle more, not just in my head any more.. or anywhere else silently and self-pitying as well calling my affection and sights foolish and silly.
Thank you for showing me the way to set my life strengthened again..
I am a strong person, I just have lost it with this bottling because I have been too ashamed for too long to admit that I should done it a long time ago..even if there would be situations where I have to show my shame to the world but I will seek all the answers to work things better

..for now on…I will follow my heart and secret thoughts which I haven’t respected enough before just because I have thought those aren’t right enough.