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So where to begin.
Two years ago i moved away from home to do a university course. Next week i will have finished that course and as far as most of my friends and family know, i’ll be moving back home to ponder what else i want to do in my life. But recently i’ve been thinking that the idea of going home doesn’t thrill me in any way shape or form. I’ve pretty much stopped talking about it with all the people i need to discuss it with and it fills me with dread that i’ll have to go back to a life that i so eagerly left.
So from that i’ve drawn the conclusion that i should stay in this town. Housing isn’t a problem as i’ve got some friends that have said that i could move in with them.
It’s just that everytime i think about telling everyone that i’d be staying here, it fills me with dread. Some people are so excited for me and that i’m coming back..and the people i know in this town are gutted i’m leaving.
The last thing i want is for people to think that it was all an attention seeking thing, i’ve just made an genuine mistake and at times i think i want to move back to avoid the hassle of telling everyone i’ve thought otherwise.
I know it’s silly and i shouldn’t worry about what other people think..it’s just taking over my mind right now.
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