i tried to kill myself the other day. - Help.com

i tried to kill myself the other day.

Obviously i didn’t. And not because i failed. I just got scared and couldn’t go through with it. I don’t know what i’m supposed to do now. I’ve never known.

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Kally offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

Why did you want to kill yourself in the first place? What has you so down that you would want to do that?

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ameliaearthlin offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 17 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

You dont know what to do, or how to feel better, so your brain had the idea pop into your head.. its a shiit one.
Many here including myself have been suicidal.
What is wrong in your life and are you depressed?

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Billy Bibbit offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

because i’m not going to pass a class. thats how weak i am. that i want to kill myself because i’m not going to pass a course in college.

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ameliaearthlin offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 17 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

is there anyway u can re-sit it, extention? If not who cares.. shiit happens life is more important than a piece of paper. u sure there isnt more 2 your story?

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Billy Bibbit offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

there’s a lot more. and a lot less too. I felt fine up until that day. And then i start figuring my grade, and when i realize that all my laziness and being a crappy student caused me to not pass the class, i decided i didn’t wnat to go through with anything anymore

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

Killing yourself takes energy and effort, with that same effort you can just do something you wouldnt have thought of before to fix things or find an alternative backup if things dont work instead of killing yourself. Killing yourself is kind of like well is killing chances for things to work out. You still have a chance even if it seems bleak.

What else has you down?

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Coach Rosie offline Verified User (6 months, 4 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

Truth is if you let yourself get past this stage you will realize just how basically insignificant those grades are.

coachrosie.com

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Kally offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

You have hope. It’s there. The very fact that you reached out for help says you have what it takes to make it out of this situation. Correct me if I’m wrong but, it seems that you beat yourself up about everything. By doing this you use up all the emotional energy that you need to focus on your studies.

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IDon'tEverQuit offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 194 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

Suicide isn’t the answer. Look for a way to fix the problem not a way out.

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dotspot offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

I tried to kill myself a few years ago, but survived. I’m glad for it.

My life isn’t perfect, but I have seen a lot of beauty, had a lot of experiences, and have felt good many times since then. I’m glad that I still have the opportunity to be alive in this world.

We don’t know if anything will follow this life, so we should all truly give it our best.

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