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What is my purpose pray tell i do not know

If to struggle is my purpose to fight with my might
to fight with not a moment of reliefe i will do so
I will fight day and night with no sleep till i fall down from fatigue
But if waiting is my purpose then wait i might wait and let the ocean wash me away
let the wind carry me to the cold frigid weathers let the sun dry me till i am burnt
If Hopelessness written for my life, then this feeling of emptyness shall never cease but will grow
Never to know what not wanting anything in life
but life is never all bliss and good i cry to think of so for i soo wish it were not like that
But it is the struggles and the moments walking in the heated sun which makes me who i am and who i will become
Harden by life, broken by words.
A single tear is all you will ever see from me you will not see pain or despair though i feel them
Never will i show weakness for that tear that single tear is all you will see from me.
Never i say will i be rendered in the state of weakness to be destroyed beaten and broken like i am a wild horse
a wild horse that if not broken it will be put to sleep
laugh and pity me but the more fool you are for i will be as rigid as an ice queen in the cold artic
Know i never forget though i forgive on occasion but forget. i never do. once bitten twice i make you suffer your insolence

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6 months, 2 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

Help bot take ur suicidal number and idea and shove it up ur tin can axx. o i’m bored. this anonymous thing is fun.

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BouderBearGodzill offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (37 minutes after post)

The purpose of life is serving your creator.

Which is Jesus Christ.
The Holy Spirit.
The Father, which is Jehovah

The Holy trinity of the King James Bible.

Without that purpose fulfilled you can never be satisfied, it is why millionaires in retirement still work for more money, it’s why the famous are always unhappy, it’s why suicide rates are higher now than they have ever been in history.

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6 months, 2 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

i’m not really very religious but i do pray. but it doesn’t seem to help. and i don’t think all rich people are unhappy word the words correctly pls. just as i could say all teenagers are empty headed bet vh1 followers. not all a majority.

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aud offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 9 minutes after post)

finding purpose is a lot harder than deciding on a religion for most people. i think every person has an individual reason for being here, and part of the adventure is figuring out what your purpose is. are you here to advance human knowledge? to serve those in need? to pursue a hobby you care deeply about or create the next big selling christmas toy? its a question no onee ca answer but you. if you dont even have a faint clue, try stuff out. work at a soup kitchen, get an internship,write a book, join a community theater troupe, research hobbies or adventures youve always thought about but never pursued. your answer is probably out there if youre conscious enough to care about having a purpose.search whats around you, and search inside yourself. best of luck to you, and remember to enjoy the ride ;)

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