I don’t feel well.
Still trying to cry - but I can’t.
Still trying to feel whole again - can’t.
Trying to be happy again - not succeeding .
To my friend came back from suspension. Told him a lot about my past. and he hugged me… I almost cried ( but I couldn’t)
People say they are there for me and I know that. But they aren’t Physically here.
I’m recently have been having flash backs of being abused by my brother.
I’m shying away from everyone at school again.
I keep having small panic attacks. Some wher I can’t breathe.
I seem to be short of breath sometimes.
I get either really hot to where i need to sit so i don’t pass out or something. Or relaly cold to where I’m shivering.
i have been having the urge to cut.
But I know I need to find a different escape.
And I still have no idea why im the way i am.
Can someone help me out a little?
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