I would like to kill myself - Help.com

I’m sorry, but we cannot (and will not) give you any advice on that. Maybe you could tell us why you feel like you should do such a terrible thing?

It’s going to be popular, because no one here wishes you to do this. I know I don’t. I don’t know anyone on this site, but I cannot honestly see a post like this and ignore it. This is excruciatingly generic advice, and I’d bet you don’t want to hear it, but stick it out. It will get better eventually. Meanwhile, I’m sending good thoughts and hugs.

Whether it gets better or not, I can’t deal with all the bad things of the world. I’m so sick of it. The only way I get through the day is to tell myself I’ll be dead soon.

I have nothing to say that could help, but I honestly really do not want you to do this. Lives are precious; your life is precious, no matter who you are or how messed up it may be. Please, don’t.

It may be precious, irreplacable, unique, but I don’t want it.

Unfortunately, the world is always going to full of bad things and EVERYONE has to go through it. You need to stop looking at the entire world and concentrate on yourself. Think about the things in your own life.

I have a feeling that you are going to say that there is nothing good in your life. I used to feel like that. There was a point in my life when I REALLY wanted to end it all. But believe me, you can turn things around.

Why don’t you tell us a bit about yourself? What things are you good at? Is there anything specifically wrong in your life?

What does your pain matter if you cannot prevent the unbearable pain of the friends and family members’ lives that you will have undoubtedly ruined after you kill yourself?

Nemolibre wrote:
It may be precious, irreplacable, unique, but I don’t want it.

Whoops. Oh well.
Anyway, I will not say that there’s nothing good in my life. I have a comparitively good life, but I can’t deal with the bad. Apparently, since they’re not depressed like me, they take things better than me, so they should end up okay. I don’t wanna care about anything anymore.

Why?

Dunno, just one of the flaws in people in this flawed world I guess, but I’m tired of it.

You said that you have a comparatively good life. Why don’t you concentrate on the finer aspects of your life?

I find it hard to. I just can’t get past the bad.

Apart from the state of the world, what are the bad things in your life if you don’t mind me asking?

Try. Try to get past the bad. Sit down, every day, and count your BLESSINGS, not the opposite.

But when the opposite comes, I collapse.

elysium wrote:
Apart from the state of the world, what are the bad things in your life if you don’t mind me asking?

Just the general crap of a teenage life, but I can’t get past even the smallest for some reason.

So you’re a teenager. Teenage life isn’t easy and for some people it can be VERY difficult to get through. However, one thing that I have noticed as I’ve grown older is that everything changes as you get older. If you stick at it, your life will get better.

Have you considered taking up a hobby that can try and take your mind off the stresses of life? What do you enjoy?

Don’t allow yourself to collapse. There are people with physical and mental defects that contemplate suicide everyday, which is, compared to you, surely more plausible reasons for them to surrender their lives. I think you believe that the entire world is comprised of endless suffering and you cannot erase this idea, so instead you dwell on it. Well if you think that you are suffering in a world that does nothing but produce suffering, then you will suffer for nothing more than your inability to perceive the other side of the mountain.

mills wrote:
Don’t allow yourself to collapse. There are people with physical and mental defects that contemplate suicide everyday, which is, compared to you, surely more plausible reasons for them to surrender their lives. I think you believe that the entire world is comprised of endless suffering and you cannot erase this idea, so instead you dwell on it. Well if you think that you are suffering in a world that does nothing but produce suffering, then you will suffer for nothing more than your inability to perceive the other side of the mountain.

I think it’s a bit deeper than that, but you nicked the point.

elysium wrote:
So you’re a teenager. Teenage life isn’t easy and for some people it can be VERY difficult to get through. However, one thing that I have noticed as I’ve grown older is that everything changes as you get older. If you stick at it, your life will get better.

Have you considered taking up a hobby that can try and take your mind off the stresses of life? What do you enjoy?

All my hobbies are now there only to make me numb enough to avoid killing myself. I would miss having the future if it was better, but not if I was dead. That’s what I’m getting at. Life may get better, I may have a lot to see, but I won’t care soon.

Maybe you need to find yourself a new hobby? For example, if you’re into music, you could learn how to play a musical instrument? Or maybe take up a new sport?

simpsonslulu wrote:
just kill yourself
DO US ALL A FAVOR PLEASE

Looking for a method that’s painless.

jksssssssssssss wrote:
please do not kill yourself. you’re not alone in this, PLEASE DON’T DO IT! i love you.

I love you too, but I don’t love life. I’m not alone, if I was, it would be a lot easier, but that doesn’t change my mind.

Anonymous wrote:
Whether it gets better or not, I can’t deal with all the bad things of the world. I’m so sick of it. The only way I get through the day is to tell myself I’ll be dead soon.

I sometimes feel this way too, but who am I to take anyone’s life. Not even mine. All I could tell you is that I feel you are a very sensitive person, not as in a woose or a woosy but such as a person with great heart. And you know why I say that is because the people that love the most are the ones that get hurt the most. Because Evil ways are easier to do than the works of goodness. It’s like if you want to grow a yummy peach do you think that a lazy person who doesn’t water the peach tree, do you think that this peach tree would bare good fruit. NO. The one that doesn’t give up and keeps watering that peach tree will have a better fruit, but it costs to have good fruit… one is, removing those pests from the good fruit… there is always something bad where there is good, and you my dearest anonymous friend, you are the good fruit that knows things and you hurt because you know things more beyond others. So pull yourself through and don’t be ashamed, afraid, or think that you won’t be understood because believe me, I can guarantee you, there is one that is aligned for you to help. You might not seem to know it now because you have so much negative around you right now, but you are definitely a need of letting others how to be strong becuase the important thing is to love, to show that you care, to show that regardless if you are too skinny, too fat, too hairy, too bald, whatever it is, what matters is to save what is inside of you, that is what is important so you can teach them and they will definitely teach others.

If you’re not alone, and it’s a matter of just not being able to get past even slight problems.. talk to someone. Be with someone when these things happen, when you’re near collapsing.

UniqueLikeEveryone wrote:
If you’re not alone, and it’s a matter of just not being able to get past even slight problems.. talk to someone. Be with someone when these things happen, when you’re near collapsing.

Good reply. Summed it up perfectly.

elysium wrote:
Maybe you need to find yourself a new hobby? For example, if you’re into music, you could learn how to play a musical instrument? Or maybe take up a new sport?

But I can’t do a hobby all the time. I don’t want to take the good with the bad.

njwingat wrote:
plese don’t do it. you will make someone feel the way you do know, or worse if you kill your self. please don’t do it

I’ve thought about that, and that’s what makes it a hard decision. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live.

pvtdan wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
Whether it gets better or not, I can’t deal with all the bad things of the world. I’m so sick of it. The only way I get through the day is to tell myself I’ll be dead soon.

I sometimes feel this way too, but who am I to take anyone’s life. Not even mine. All I could tell you is that I feel you are a very sensitive person, not as in a woose or a woosy but such as a person with great heart. And you know why I say that is because the people that love the most are the ones that get hurt the most. Because Evil ways are easier to do than the works of goodness. It’s like if you want to grow a yummy peach do you think that a lazy person who doesn’t water the peach tree, do you think that this peach tree would bare good fruit. NO. The one that doesn’t give up and keeps watering that peach tree will have a better fruit, but it costs to have good fruit… one is, removing those pests from the good fruit… there is always something bad where there is good, and you my dearest anonymous friend, you are the good fruit that knows things and you hurt because you know things more beyond others. So pull yourself through and don’t be ashamed, afraid, or think that you won’t be understood because believe me, I can guarantee you, there is one that is aligned for you to help. You might not seem to know it now because you have so much negative around you right now, but you are definitely a need of letting others how to be strong becuase the important thing is to love, to show that you care, to show that regardless if you are too skinny, too fat, too hairy, too bald, whatever it is, what matters is to save what is inside of you, that is what is important so you can teach them and they will definitely teach others.

Aw, I’ll bet you say that to all the anonymous people that need help. In any case, I can’t bear to deal with it anymore. Someone grew me, I didn’t decide to grow. I wish I was rotten to the core so that I could throw myself away.

Nemolibre wrote:

elysium wrote:
Maybe you need to find yourself a new hobby? For example, if you’re into music, you could learn how to play a musical instrument? Or maybe take up a new sport?

But I can’t do a hobby all the time. I don’t want to take the good with the bad.

njwingat wrote:
plese don’t do it. you will make someone feel the way you do know, or worse if you kill your self. please don’t do it

I’ve thought about that, and that’s what makes it a hard decision. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live.

pvtdan wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
Whether it gets better or not, I can’t deal with all the bad things of the world. I’m so sick of it. The only way I get through the day is to tell myself I’ll be dead soon.

I sometimes feel this way too, but who am I to take anyone’s life. Not even mine. All I could tell you is that I feel you are a very sensitive person, not as in a woose or a woosy but such as a person with great heart. And you know why I say that is because the people that love the most are the ones that get hurt the most. Because Evil ways are easier to do than the works of goodness. It’s like if you want to grow a yummy peach do you think that a lazy person who doesn’t water the peach tree, do you think that this peach tree would bare good fruit. NO. The one that doesn’t give up and keeps watering that peach tree will have a better fruit, but it costs to have good fruit… one is, removing those pests from the good fruit… there is always something bad where there is good, and you my dearest anonymous friend, you are the good fruit that knows things and you hurt because you know things more beyond others. So pull yourself through and don’t be ashamed, afraid, or think that you won’t be understood because believe me, I can guarantee you, there is one that is aligned for you to help. You might not seem to know it now because you have so much negative around you right now, but you are definitely a need of letting others how to be strong becuase the important thing is to love, to show that you care, to show that regardless if you are too skinny, too fat, too hairy, too bald, whatever it is, what matters is to save what is inside of you, that is what is important so you can teach them and they will definitely teach others.

Aw, I’ll bet you say that to all the anonymous people that need help. In any case, I can’t bear to deal with it anymore. Someone grew me, I didn’t decide to grow. I wish I was rotten to the core so that I could throw myself away.

No, I say it to the ones that I know are going through what I have.

Nemolibre wrote:
I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live.

Then don’t kill yourself. I’ll say it again, BE WITH SOMEONE. When you feel overwhelmed with the dark side of life, go find someone to spend a day with. Talk, walk around, and focus on the bright side.

njwingat wrote:
why? you are a person, and every person gets a chance to see what life is like. life is good, you just have to find the good things in it

It really does depend on your point of view.

UniqueLikeEveryone wrote:

Nemolibre wrote:
I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live.

Then don’t kill yourself. I’ll say it again, BE WITH SOMEONE. When you feel overwhelmed with the dark side of life, go find someone to spend a day with. Talk, walk around, and focus on the bright side.

I want a permanent cure, not a temperary one, which is why I’m walking this path right now.

Constant temporary cures lead to a permanent one, one that ISN’T suicide. If you constantly focus on the bright side, even for just a little each day, it’ll eventually be easier.

whoa r u ok?
i dont think anybody is going to tell u how to kill yourself cause i think thats just wrong and is ilegal or if it isnt then it should be!
but u should just talk about it! to like a doctor or our parents or friend or family! even here i guees! but dont kill yourslef!

I tell you!!!!

njwingat wrote:
maybe it does, maybe it doesn’t. have you looked for the good things. not just poked around, but actually looked

Yes, and I have found them, but I found too many bad things to accompany them.

UniqueLikeEveryone wrote:
Constant temporary cures lead to a permanent one, one that ISN’T suicide. If you constantly focus on the bright side, even for just a little each day, it’ll eventually be easier.

I don’t want to see another day, I don’t want to be patient.

ashely_l wrote:
whoa r u ok?
i dont think anybody is going to tell u how to kill yourself cause i think thats just wrong and is ilegal or if it isnt then it should be!
but u should just talk about it! to like a doctor or our parents or friend or family! even here i guees! but dont kill yourslef!

No I’m not. It’s wrong to be bound into life as well, so you have to take your pick. I’ve talked about it to a psychologist my parents and friends, none helped.

Currently death. It just takes a little push to forget the pain it may cause others.

And no one will till you want to help yourself. Why do you belittle yourself too much… do you think you can’t care for yourself…? Are your parents kicking you out of the house?

welll just sick with it! its going to get better! it always does! just think of all the good thing and f the bad things! just focus on a really hard goal and you will forget about all the sht!

I’m trying to help, I really don’t want you to do this, but I’m running out of reasoning and advice. Just… just please, don’t.

yaaa listen to that person on top of me! just dont! DONT!

I apologize for testing your patience, and that is not my intention. It was probably a mistake to ask for that kind of help here, but for the last try is there any input on a method? I’m thinking self-immolation or drowning.

whoa your guys must be really fcuked up to be wanting to kill yourself!

You could say that, I guess.

Now are there any different kinds of replies? I really don’t think I’ll be swayed.

wat is wrong with you guys! some poeple with medical problems would kill to have your life!

LOOK AT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT TO HELP. I want to tell you that I guarantee you that all these people that are trying to help you are all talking to you with their heart. Because their road hasn’t been easy either. Mine hasn’t either, I will never compare your life with mine though because … If I cut my finger and you cut yours, same little cut, with the same whatever we cut ourselves with, you would probably say, Aww, I cut myself, when I, in the other hand, I would be on the floor before you know it cause I saw blood. What I’m trying to say here is that pain is pain, hurt is hurt, no matter how big your pain and hurt is now, WE all have really bad stories, horrible ones, but the pain WE feel, is the same as you are feeling RIGHT NOW. WE ALL CARE AND I TRULY HOPE THAT YOU GET YOURSELF SOMEONE TO REALLY BE THERE, YOU CAN’T SAY THAT THERE IS NO ONE, FIND ONE, YOU HAVE TOO MUCH OF A HEART, YOU COULD NEVER BE ALONE. Learn to have strenght so you won’t be bitter. Fight evil not you, you are a person who I know has lots to give! Lots of Love, Pvt. DANI

your what?

ashely_l wrote:
wat is wrong with you guys! some poeple with medical problems would kill to have your life!

Let them kill me then. I’m not them. Each person has their own problems.

njwingat wrote:
i’m not giving up. i don’t want a good person to do something bad

I’m sorry, but I think I’m giving up, don’t stop helping others.

pvtdan wrote:
LOOK AT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT TO HELP. I want to tell you that I guarantee you that all these people that are trying to help you are all talking to you with their heart. Because their road hasn’t been easy either. Mine hasn’t either, I will never compare your life with mine though because … If I cut my finger and you cut yours, same little cut, with the same whatever we cut ourselves with, you would probably say, Aww, I cut myself, when I, in the other hand, I would be on the floor before you know it cause I saw blood. What I’m trying to say here is that pain is pain, hurt is hurt, no matter how big your pain and hurt is now, WE all have really bad stories, horrible ones, but the pain WE feel, is the same as you are feeling RIGHT NOW. WE ALL CARE AND I TRULY HOPE THAT YOU GET YOURSELF SOMEONE TO REALLY BE THERE, YOU CAN’T SAY THAT THERE IS NO ONE, FIND ONE, YOU HAVE TOO MUCH OF A HEART, YOU COULD NEVER BE ALONE. Learn to have strenght so you won’t be bitter. Fight evil not you, you are a person who I know has lots to give! Lots of Love, Pvt. DANI

I’m sorry, but I’m not sure I see a way to beat this. I don’t want to do this anymore.

ya seriously!!!! its just apart of life! just move on with your life! its all going to get better! =]

Why do I have to live because others do too? I didn’t choose to play this game, and I won’t join the competition for those that are winning.

I understand what you all are doing is human, but do as I say, not as I do. There’s 2 meanings to that, by the way.

yup yup!!!!! listen to njwingat and nemolibre!!!!! they are sooo right!!!!!

njwingat wrote:
you don’t have to. just live life for your self, not others

I don’t want to

The problem is permanent. My life is not bad. All life is bad, and I’m one of them, and I can’t deal with it. I’ve been here for a while, but I think it’s time to say goodbye.

We get hurt. There’s no reason it should be like that. I’ll leave it at that, others might be able to tell you more. I’ve explained it too many times. Goodbye my friends, and good luck.

well no matter how much time it take you cant just kill youeself! you have to try to work it out! thats not the best choice it shouldnt even be a choice!

It’s what you want, and I probably don’t have any real right to interfere… but I can’t just sit back and let you. Even if that’s what you’d like us to do. Please don’t do it.

Hm, you’re in Houston. We’re closer than most, but even if you don’t sit back, there’s nothing you, me, or anyone can do for the problem, and I don’t think that many people can find me a solution.

Ok seriously! dont kill yourself!!!!! n im outta here this is all making me very depress and i have problems of my onw 2! so good luck to you all!

P.s. dont kill yourself! lol =] have a good day everybody!

I’m so torn both ways. I hurt because others hurt, and the end to my hurt will cause more hurt. I will be no better than the earth, but I won’t care.

awww i like that poem!!!!!

I’m with you.I won’t try and write a poem (I will fail. Epicly.) but I really, really want to help.

yaaa i no i feel really sad for that person!!!!!
n your poem is really good! and thanks nice of you!

I don’t have any advice you want.
I’m just here to say that I love you… so lots.

ya i no i dont either!!! but y does she want to die soo bad?

njwingat wrote:
i will do anything i can to help somebody with a problim this serious. i really don’t want her to end her life

The original poster is a guy.

No, I meant the original person that wrote the post.
Nemolibre is a guy.

oh sorry! my bad! :/

Not really

ur fuuunnnnyyyyy ^-^
we all no life’s harsh but there probably another side :]

Sorry, went to Amy’s. Anyway, I don’t know whether to kill myself now or when my family gets back so I can talk to them.

I feel the good, but the bad is overwhelming.
The same way if they chance to witness me setting myself ablaze.

I feel bad. I shouldn’t be going through this.

I’d ask what’s wrong.

My depression, I mean.

Nemolibre, would you be seriously considering killing yourself if you have been here for 3 hours debating with strangers about wether you should go through with death. The world really does have no end for us that are trying to help you, but I understand all you see is darkness, and a will for the pain to end. I see you find it difficult to talk about the root of your problems in this forum, instead giving generalisations about how bad the world is to you. You need to share your problems with a real person. Someone that is close to you. Dont beat around the bush, tell them in plain words that you want to commit suicide. They will be there for you, as we are here for you, to listen to your problems, and to offer solutions, but I believe that if you are asking us for help, that you have hope. If you go through with killing yourself, after all you have told us here, not only will you leave us knowing that you reached out for help, and we still couldn’t stop you, You will leave your family wondering why you never asked them for help. Please dont do it

I can’t tell my mom I’m suicidal because she’s in Houston with my dad who is being treated for cancer. She has enough, but so do I. I just can’t deal with bad situations, and there’s too many of them for my liking. I see no reason why the world should be bad.
I didn’t come here for help, I came here for a method, and I have one, so i don’t know why I’m still here.

I’ve explained it too many times, no. Please understand, because I don’t want to say it all. I can’t stand that the universe in its science causes bad things to happen, and I’m bad at dealing with those bad things.

Like I said, I don’t want to die, I don’t want to live.

It seems so for me. Its promise has been the only way I get through the days.

No

You have no control over your fathers cancer, but take solace in the fact that you love him enough not to do it before he goes. Aren’t your parents in enough pain, dealing with cancer treatment. Are you that much of a selfish *** that you would cause those that brought you into this world that much pain??

I suppose so. I’ve got pain too. I’m conflicted on what to do.

well this post has gone and well gone for a while. but to the author of this post: life is filled with its ups and downs. its those little moments of ups that makes fighting to go up worthwhile to fight to climb back up. i know that age is but a number but you are young. you have your whole life ahead of you. know that is the good aand the bads that makes us who we are to be. you should not let life beat you. you should fight.
though struggling seems fruitless. i myself am not that old
and i feel like i’m struggling to no avail. like it is pointless
i feel tired of being of everything but not only do i think of my family but i think of me
look inside of u and wonder are u going to quit for just a few bad things.
Every one has their own demon, some more troubling then others but it is your perciverance that makes up for it all
life is not and never will be all good. death may seem like an easy escape. i would tell you not to do it
but all i’m going on and on is just advice that can be discarded or put to use.
it is up to you to know what to do. i cannot dictate u but i can say. that it might not be ok tomorrow
or a week from today. but i would tell u to live, and enjoy the simple things in life.
but if u really need help see a doc. really mayb its ur harmones or something. but i hope u the best
xoxo big hugs and kisses. and a huge cookie. i hope it all goes well for you please don’t kill yourself

I don’t see why life should have downs or how I can deal with them.

It does… and that’s all there is to it. I simply refuse to become depressed. I forbid myself to. I don’t know how you can deal with them… but suicide is a down that can never lead to another up.

That’s enough rhetoric from myself and everyone else. Enough long posts that attempt to show the ultimate truth. I don’t know what to do. I am so SICK of living but I don’t want to hurt anyone. I have to choose myself or others, but it’s so hard for me. I’m so tired, I don’t even see the point. Oh, god, I can’t take the pain, the confusion, or either of the realitites that would come.

Nemolibre wrote:
That’s enough rhetoric from myself and everyone else. Enough long posts that attempt to show the ultimate truth. I don’t know what to do. I am so SICK of living but I don’t want to hurt anyone. I have to choose myself or others, but it’s so hard for me. I’m so tired, I don’t even see the point. Oh, god, I can’t take the pain, the confusion, or either of the realitites that would come.

Sleep. Get a good night’s sleep. Wake up in the morning, talk to your family… and know we’re all here for you :)

They’re in Houston, I can’t. And I don’t think a good night of sleep will help me.

I really don’t want you to kill yourself! But I honestly don’t know what to say anymore.

a day or two, but I don’t want to go through another one.

No, it justs makes me numb now

I’m angry and sad.

No, it’ll just get me in the mood to kill myself.

Spill everything out. Punch something (no people!). Write, draw, express it somehow.

Not letting it out like that. We’ll see what happpens. Goodbye everyone.

Goodbye? I hope to God you mean you’re logging off for the night.

I am.

You nearly gave me a heart attack. I’ll still be here tomorrow, if/when you want to talk :)

Like I said, we’ll see what happens. I don’t know what to do.
Goodnight and goodlife, I love you all.

It’s 9:38 PM.

Goodnight. I love you too :) Talk to you tomorrow.

I’ll have to feel better one way or another. Go help someone else if you’re not busy. Spread the goodness of this place.

Love, everyone, I’m signing off too.

ok nemo. grow up. life has ups and downs because if there were only ups, then they wouldnt be ups, they would be average. we need suffering so we can learn to cherish what’s good. you need both. one can’t exist without the other. everyone on here has been really sweet to you, and has tried sincerely to help you to the best of their ability, but you seem far too self-absorbed to even be able to comprehend the idea of wanting to help another person. there’s no respect in suicide. its cowardly and pathetic; i say this having tried to kill myself and having known people who have killed themselves. it is the stupidest, most selfish act you can perform. you ARE going to DESTROY people who care about you. YOU would be the one creating the bad in someone who cares about you’s world. the very thing that you cant handle you would be giving to someone else. it’s hypocritical and a disgrace. if you cant deal with the bad. ******* make it better. make it better for someone else. i was sexually abused when i was younger, and now i counsel the sexually abused. you take the **** you get handed, you grow from it, and you make the world better for yourself and other people.

in response to your question, i think drowning would probably be one of the worst ways to die. it’s slow and hideously painful. anything but that. and while your considering your method, think about who gets to find you, and deeply you want to hurt and traumatize them when see you.
i sincerely wish you the best of luck in life. nobody deserves to be in pain.

Like I was saying, I know how to do it without pain, and I have chosen not to-why? I understand all of your pain-I have experienced horrors so terrible that I do not repeat them-But, OUR LORD is at our side and He says everything will be all right-You can walk the walk and talk the talk, but keeping focused and your eyes on the Lord will get you through this-how do I know this to be true? Because I know your pain, and I am still here, today-plain and simple-no analysis, no begging you not to do it, just the facts-He is at your side-Crawl into his arms and sob like you want to and get it out-He is your salvation, waiting for you to go to Him-He already knows WHY, so let Him comfort you, love you, and protect you-we all will pray for you and with you-we will all laugh with you tomorrow-He waits

Do you want your family to come home to your dead body?? Can you imagine their reaction when they found you? I’m sorry, I did feel bad for you, but now I just think you are being selfish.

It took me almost halve an hour to scroll down.I have read most of the comments and ask myself, WHY do you want to do this ??Forget about the Worldly Things ,just think about yourself..Now have you got TWO Legs??TWO Arms??A Head ??Can you Walk??Are You Disabled??Mentally Unstable ??I DONT THINK SO..Get out of this Attitude and start living as a Human .Meaning i don’t know if you are working or still going to School ?Just let me know a little bit more about you i’ll get you out of this .
barbyman.com

Nemo, don’t bother, fate as left you alive for a reason, if you where ment to die, you would have by now, and besides, you don’t know how everything’s guna end.

danm alot of ppl looked at this and help this dude out!!!!! n you said it wasnt gonna b popular!!!!! ahaha

Hello, this is about you anonomous and what you are going through, and we are all in this together. The answers on here may not work for you, but please know this that the answers given are an attempt to try and help. People’s hearts are in the right place and that should give you hope.

I don’t know what is troubling you and I can’t begin to know. I know I have my own set of problems and I know that they aren’t getting better, but I haven’t lost hope. That is why you are still here, because you haven’t lost that either.

The feelings that are raging right now are not who you are. You do not have to listen or even empower them. You need to figure out why you are. Why they are the driving force and not the personality within that makes you who you are and unique to this world.
You have a right and are worthy of this life just as everyone else. Other people fail us, and we fall victim to circumstances and other people, but it can and should be short lived… the best revenge is not the big “f-u” by ending your life, it’s the smile and wave as you pass by the people in the past moments and say ” Bygones, I’m so over it.”
If you end your life you may never know the opportunity that would have met you around the corner just a few short days or weeks from now… life is a waiting game and we need patience in order to develop character that forms us for who we are to become. You are growing and your life hasn’t even begun to be lived yet… please stick around and chat awhile ?
Here’s to better days,
Shan

Your gonna die someday, that is a guarantee, but you may as well see the end of the story, that which is your life..Get off the life is tooo hard trip. It is insulting to everyone.. we all have to suffer in this life to be able to see the joy.. You cant live in bliss all the time period…It really up to you to change if you arent getting satisfaction in life…Pain is natures way of saying that change is needed….

wow, this is unbelievable. Do u really think people arnt worse of then u?? ur a teenager for christ sake, your hormones are everywhere and everything seems worse then it actually does. There are people worse then you that pull through . What about women that lose their children?? Waht about people that have been sexually abused as a child?? do u see them cowarding out of life?? no . Im sorry but it has to be said, you are completely over reacting and Im sorry but its selfish. Your a teenager….teenagers go through ****………….then they get over it. It will happen you too. Keep your head up and be the better person that inside you know you are. Iv been through such **** at such a young age. I was molested by a family friend when I was 8. I didnt tell a soul until I was 22, im now 24. I blamed myself, I turned into a little nightmare and made my parents life hell. I believed that being molested was meant to happen to little girls. Then last xmas, the night before xmas eve I witnessed an awful accident. A man was ran over by a bus right infront of me and was left decapitated. He landed 2 feet away from my car. You cant imagine how I felt, nobody can. I wanted to die then, I wanted to kill myself but then I just said no. Im going to get through this, Im strong. And I did, it wasnt easy trust me, I had very bad days, I still do. Buit on good days you realise how lucky you are. So hun your not alone in pain, everybody experiences it at some point in their lives, some more then others. I just hope you are going to be strong and be the better person. Dont let the bad times win. We are all behind you. sarah xx

seriously..dude if u wanted to kill urself…u wudnt have made that post..I’d suggest something for u, its not a way of killing urself bt most of the people here wud like to kill me after this…try and smoke some weed…it makes u peacful and u enjoy the world..and u do not want to kill urself anymore…and its not addictive…i used to smoke when i was a teenager..or u cud try something better which is salvia..its legal here in the uk..it last only a few minutes bt in those few minutes u explore ur mind and ur soul..u shud definitely try salvia..smoke it with a bong not a joint..I am positive that smoking it only once its gonna make u change ur mind about suicide..there’s just so much to life..perhaps some people such as urself need a little push to see all the good in it…i’m giving u a solution.. Take Care XX

i agree with the above not just you but i believe that people that come on he wanting to kill themselves wouldnt announce it you would just do it why would you want us to know your going to kill yourself if your really that down you would have done it. if you are really down though i suggest going to see someone or talk to a mate, and i know people say i cant they dont listen you can make someone listen you know. and nobody on here will advise you on how best to harm yourself this is help.com you can do whatever you want with your life its you that makes decisions for it you can even aim for your dreams if you like thats a much better thing to do. you have a good life ahead of you so chin up and rise above all the rubbish that gets chucked at you in life do what makes you happy :) take care x

I’ve read every thing and am sooo upset with those who say go ahead..let me tell you what is like to loose someone to sucide that you love.I WILL TELL YOU WHAT YOUR FAMILY WILL EXPERIENCE if you do this.. The person who finds you will literaly loose their mind and have tobe on mental drugs to just get thru the day because the image will never leave. Every anniversary or birthday or holiday will be excruciatingly painful and horrid. Everyone will scream and cry uncontrolably and yell WHY? WHY? WHY? did he not think we loved him enough? Did he not love us enough?
What a stupid selfish thing he did. was our life and home so horrible that we could not love through it? This will affect 100’s of others not just you. Then when you wake in eternaty there is no do over and no one has told you that murder is the ultamate sin an if you murder yourself you are not able to ask God in Jesus name for forgiveness and you will end up in eternal torment for ever. Think you are sad and depressed now at least there are others to help and love and coach you toward help, you even have options and choices to go away to a fun place be with people who make you feel good..do something fun play a video game with your best bud or hug and kiss your dog.. go to a slamming concert. go on a date. go to church..Eat huge amounts of your favorite food and then veg out on the couch and watch a cool movie do not be alone BE WITH THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.. there are NO OPTIONS after death. I will tell you what you are ..YOU my dear Nemolibre are uber sensitive to the undercurrent of the human emotion and phsycic vibration around you. I too am this way..It becomes soo overwhelming you want to run fly anything to escape what you sense and if bad things happen to you personaly it is even more difficult…BUT because you are like this you are unique I MEAN it cultivate this and God will speak to you in a personal way (which will only be positive not negative that is satan who wants you to fail ignore that voice)if you allow HIM to.. Seek out a pastor read a bible there is so much to live for THIS SOON WILL PASS! You are here for a purpose if for nothing else than to help others who face what you have gone thru. I realize i have got in on this late but I do hope you get to read this So many others have faced this and survived even to a great and helpful exsitance. You can too give it a try just one minute one hour one day at a time.. hugs to you

Hi. Im not anyone but Im in the same boat as you. Maybe if you think of the others in the same boat you will think differently. This is a **** world to live in, but think of this… If this life is just a test maybe you can help yourself pass it by waking up tomorrow. I’ve gained and lost so much in this 24yrs of living and the only I have left is myself and my thoughts. I have no friends, I have surpassed my families scope of freedom and I have come to realise how nasty and selfish this world is. Why do I wake up tomorrow, because if I didn’t I would be contributing to the nasty selfish world I disagree with. Don’t take the easy way out, this world needs more people like you, maybe eventually people will listen to what you have to say and in the future you might make a difference to someone who is having to tough like yourself now. I tried to commit suicide at 15 and awoke to find several people who knew and loved me. I felt so small because I didn’t think about them. You need think who these people are, contact them and have a long hard chat. I GUARANTEE YOU WILL FEEL ALL THE BEETER FOR IT. Love makes this world go round nothing else, it’s the most powerful force on the planet, and if misguided its disaterous for those loved ones concerned. Talking is the key, MAKE SURE YOUR VOICE IS HEARD!!!

PS The person wrote the txt 20hr 14mins after post, is a spineless gutless ba**ard who should hang himself, they are type of people that make you feel unwanted and worthless. If the were anybody they’d at least put there names by such a bold comment. Think about it…

gavin.downe wrote:
Do you want your family to come home to your dead body?? Can you imagine their reaction when they found you? I’m sorry, I did feel bad for you, but now I just think you are being selfish.

Selfish!? How can you how have it that good say such a horrible thing? I know both he and I and every one else that feels that way know’s what selfish is and that it isn’t! You can’t tell a person how want’s to die being selfish, because it have to be a reason why he or she feels that way and that the world doesn’t do so much more about it! Everyone has a duty to do what’s in their possibility to do other feel better and you can’t say that it is selfish because how much has anyone ever did to that person or others that feels that way? Not to much, because else people haven’t been in such situations. The only why your saying like that is that yourself not in that situation!

Don’t we all. But some of us have reasons to not kill ourselves. Every day I want to die, and I am waiting for that sweet oblivion that one day i will finally get.

But in the meantime, you have reasons to stay alive.

Your family for one, and your friends. Life is what you make it, and if you cut it short then you will never know what could have been.
Just give yourself a chance.

Ok just calm down and breath. We all have rough times. I’ve though suicide before to. But listen its rele not worth it hun. I mean, whatever your problem is I’m sure it will pass. Your a strong person. I don’t know you but everyone is strong in their own way. You are strong so whatever this reason for posting this is, you can take your strength and let this problem pass. Please don’t kill yourself…its rele not worth it. U have so much to live for, don’t let this problem become your whole life. I will pray for you and hope that you take this advice serriously. Please don’t do it. :)

Alissa Ramey

Sherooo wrote:
Don’t we all. But some of us have reasons to not kill ourselves. Every day I want to die, and I am waiting for that sweet oblivion that one day i will finally get.

But in the meantime, you have reasons to stay alive.

Your family for one, and your friends. Life is what you make it, and if you cut it short then you will never know what could have been.
Just give yourself a chance.

I don’t think that life is what you make it because there so much things we don’t rule other, I don’t think you wake up a day and deside all that should happen and it realy did. There so many situations that we don’t realy expect to happen that happen and the only thing you do is to do the best thing that fits you for the moment.

christian.la.larsso wrote:

gavin.downe wrote:
Do you want your family to come home to your dead body?? Can you imagine their reaction when they found you? I’m sorry, I did feel bad for you, but now I just think you are being selfish.

Selfish!? How can you how have it that good say such a horrible thing? I know both he and I and every one else that feels that way know’s what selfish is and that it isn’t! You can’t tell a person how want’s to die being selfish, because it have to be a reason why he or she feels that way and that the world doesn’t do so much more about it! Everyone has a duty to do what’s in their possibility to do other feel better and you can’t say that it is selfish because how much has anyone ever did to that person or others that feels that way? Not to much, because else people haven’t been in such situations. The only why your saying like that is that yourself not in that situation!

Yes, Selfish!! I have read this entire post twice now, and Nemolibre has no regard for his family, who is going through hell with his fathers Cancer treatment, and he wants to destroy both their lives by ending his own. That sounds selfish to me. Even with all the coaxing from all of the people posting on this site, Nemolibre cant/wont give a difinative reason for his pain. My second father died a long painful death from Cancer, and now my mother and grandmother both have Cancer. My mother is Bipolar, and has tried to kill herself twice, and I’ve had to talk her down. Please dont assume I’ve never been in the same situation. If you want to kill yourself, thats fine, but at least wait until your life, or the loss of it, does not affect others around you. Until then, show some respect for your family and try harder to control your own life.

you selfish bastard..
you are a selfish bastard to even think about killing yourself
god put you on this here earth to push past all of the struggles to get to him
killing yourself is ultimately the worst thing you can do
this life isnt all about you its about everyone everyone has struggles
but is everyone killing themselves?
no but you are going to sit up here on your computer and post this not because you want to kill yourself but because you want attention you want to see how many comments you get, but you know what lets just say you want to so called “kill yourself” think about everyone youll be effecting think about people who are homeless or starving who are fighting for their lives who have it more rough than you! they are fighting but you you want to kill yourself you want to die because you are selfish god should be the only one to take your life stop trying to play god and get over it your just selfish

right your dads going through cancer which i tell you is a 100 times worse what your going through and probably so scary for him. he needs you and the rest of your family around. we all have our problems but you pull through them i get really depressed but i would never take my life for it. your mum must be worried sick about your dad and you are being so selfish for the fact that you want to kill yourself then she would have your dads cancer on her shoulders and you trying to kill yourself! i really do believe that you dont want to kill yourself that you are down over your dad understandably. and you have other problems but your not considering the rest of your family and i believe that you wouldnt come on here and say i want to kill myself you would have done it. if you know deep down its because you want attention part of it i think you should just try and concentrate on helping your dad and as much as its hard for you staying strong for him. i just think its so so wrong and horrible of you to want to kill yourself when your family are going through this nightmare with your dad its sick they love you to bits they would hate for that ontop of this.

Hello, hope your listening….but I’m not sure what you’re dealing with…because sucide isn’t the answer…look &listen, because life is an adventure…..so many things to do…travel, explore, love, smile, and laugh…..and if you know what’s right, and you know what’s waiting for you at the end, you’ll be happy, because you can say “I can end this journey we call life with an eternity of (For SURE) happiness…”

Because we all know this world ain’t half as bad as its painted to be.

My only worry now is that nemolibre hasnt come back to check this post since he signed off yesterday. At least let us know you are OK

i can tell from your replies and posts that you are very very sad and tired of the bad things in life. i know you may feel the only way out is to end your life. I can promise you, that doing that will not solve anything. You have the ability to think and to feel. you are an amazing person i can tell that from the way you are talking. you are not dumb, you are smart. you shouldnt throw this way. when i was growing up i lost 3 of my close family members in a period of 6 months and i was bullied where i had to switch highschools. it was terrible. i thought i was never going to make it through, but i did.i am so happy how my life turned out. i promise you, things may seem bad now and you may want to stop the hurting and the bad in your life, but i promise killing yourself is not the solution. what your future has in store for you is really a gift. i know things will get better and you will finally be able to enjoy your life. dont give up. your future holds great promises.

i guess if u are really really reall depressed and u live nea me we can go paintballing together - sry if the advice seems lame i always get happy pwning lol . dnt wry buddy i love you , give a arm for you if you need it .

Nemolibre wrote:

UniqueLikeEveryone wrote:

Nemolibre wrote:
I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live.

Then don’t kill yourself. I’ll say it again, BE WITH SOMEONE. When you feel overwhelmed with the dark side of life, go find someone to spend a day with. Talk, walk around, and focus on the bright side.

I want a permanent cure, not a temperary one, which is why I’m walking this path right now.

Nothing is permanent, not even your death (some people say). If that’s true, you might not like your next life as much as this one. And if you don’t like your life now, and you want to give it back, what kind of a thing is that? This is the one you got. If you’ll stop being passive, waiting for more to be given, and actually DO something with the energy you got for free, and even have some fun, Life will be better - you’ll want it!

I think you may be afflicted with teenage angst & ennui. :)

Post a reply nice advide drugs……… hee does not wanna end up lik you damne

life can be miserable and painful. sometimes its easier to just give up..but dont .
find help.contact your government agency and they can give you some important people’s
phone number or your local church.
don’t be one of the statistics. you are meant for better things…maybe you’ll be helping someone like yourself one day.
god bless

My mother tried to kill herself and you know what, even though she thought we would all be ok without her she was wrong, I think it is the most selfish act to take the chicken (email removed) way out of things because it gets too hard. Bull. Life is not easy for anyone but doing to yourself what you say you want to do just leaves those that love you guessing as to what they could have done to stop it. Their the ones left with extreme pain trying to figure out why and blaming themselves for your selfishness. You want to do something, then look at getting your head on straight and stop the poor me act. There are tons of resources out there that can help and your not being fair by not even trying to get some assistance.
You want people to come on here and try to persuade you to not do something foolish to yourself, sorry you won’t get that type of attention from me. It’s the family you leave behind to pick up the pieces that I feel sympathy for.

i want to die too, your not alone. But i have loved ones. so i’m stuck. although i contemplate everyday and im probably much more serious than you.

do you guys think that the pain will all go away when you die..first suicide is going to hurt those you leave behind for generations…and second its a sin in which is not forgivable ..that means hell for ever for you who actually go through with it..except in hell no one loves you.

who knows, do you? HAve you died. All I know is that the loved ones get hurt. Thats what holds me and the chances of change. But i am tempted everyday still. And threats of hell are bs. God is loving no matter what… get real.

God wants you to let go of your painful feelings. He wants you to find happiness in your life. Ask Jesus to heal you.

read your bible there is a hell

guidebuddy

my nick name is God.is.help!

Anonymous wrote:
know what will make you feel better? drugs, & lots of them.. just don’t overdose but don’t do downer drugs.. do uppers & you’ll feel amazing i promise

thats exactly what i’m talking about…just no heroin..tht is worse than suicide

Anonymous wrote:
you selfish bastard..
you are a selfish bastard to even think about killing yourself
god put you on this here earth to push past all of the struggles to get to him
killing yourself is ultimately the worst thing you can do
this life isnt all about you its about everyone everyone has struggles
but is everyone killing themselves?
no but you are going to sit up here on your computer and post this not because you want to kill yourself but because you want attention you want to see how many comments you get, but you know what lets just say you want to so called “kill yourself” think about everyone youll be effecting think about people who are homeless or starving who are fighting for their lives who have it more rough than you! they are fighting but you you want to kill yourself you want to die because you are selfish god should be the only one to take your life stop trying to play god and get over it your just selfish

You seems not know what selfish is, hear your own words, are they leading to any good? Do you think anyone would be pleased to hear them? See yourself in the mirror, how is selfish? Noone choose to think of suiciding but sometimes you do and then it’s hard to think of any body else. HELLO! Then YOURSELF thinking on it! How can you possible think of others the way you want it in such situations? I think that you Nemolibre, are a hero telling your story because there is so many else that need to hear this things that being sad here, I’m one to mention, I have it rough to now. And to you Anonymous, Sometimes it’s better fighting rough for others but to fight just for yourself.

Nemo, this is a cry for help. And we hear you - loud and clear. See all the replies? Please keep talking to us. But those of us in cyberspace can only do so much though. You MUST reach out to someone around you. Talk to your mom about this. Show her this post - tell her you need help. I know it’s hard to think about doing this, and you don’t want to cause her any more pain than she already is dealing with because of your dad. But can you imagine the pain it would cause her, your dad, and the rest of your family and friends to find you killed yourself? Do you have any brothers or sister? If so, imagine how they will feel when they learn of this. A suicide in a family brings a special hell that is wrapped up in “what could I have done to stop it?” That question will never go away for the survivors. Do you really want to put your family and friends, who apparently have done nothing wrong based on what you have said here, through that? And if you need the guilt of that to get you to live another day until you can get the help you need, then so be it.

Are you currently in counseling? If so, then don’t think you have already pursued that, so it’s not working. If you have told your counselor the things you have said here and nothing has changed, then you need a new counselor.

Your parents are there for you. There is help out there. Just ask.

Do not do this . . .

And a very wise man once wrote (yes, I saved this):

Donʼt take what you have for granted, for there is nothing to gain, and you might lose it all together. Itʼs much more fun to love what you got than get used to it. At the same time, do not praise the lord for everything you have, or youʼll feel undeserving, which is almost as bad as not having blessings at all.

You have blessings and you deserve them. Do not take what you have for granted.

There are many who love you. And know what? There are people who are alive who will love you that you haven’t met yet. This is not what is supposed to happen. . .

It is not your destiny.

iwana wrote:
And a very wise man once wrote (yes, I saved this):

Donʼt take what you have for granted, for there is nothing to gain, and you might lose it all together. Itʼs much more fun to love what you got than get used to it. At the same time, do not praise the lord for everything you have, or youʼll feel undeserving, which is almost as bad as not having blessings at all.

You have blessings and you deserve them. Do not take what you have for granted.

There are many who love you. And know what? There are people who are alive who will love you that you haven’t met yet. This is not what is supposed to happen. . .

It is not your destiny.

Now that is one of the last things I expected to see again…

NEMOLIBRE! You gave us a scare, disappearing like that! -hugs-

Sorry I disappeared…I was at a mental hospital.

-hugs again- Well, I’m glad you’re okay.

Nemolibre wrote:

iwana wrote:
And a very wise man once wrote (yes, I saved this):

Donʼt take what you have for granted, for there is nothing to gain, and you might lose it all together. Itʼs much more fun to love what you got than get used to it. At the same time, do not praise the lord for everything you have, or youʼll feel undeserving, which is almost as bad as not having blessings at all.

You have blessings and you deserve them. Do not take what you have for granted.

There are many who love you. And know what? There are people who are alive who will love you that you haven’t met yet. This is not what is supposed to happen. . .

It is not your destiny.

Now that is one of the last things I expected to see again…

So why did you say that? You have not traveled so far from the person who wrote this. And how are you now, really? BTW - you’re not the only one who forgets the “Reply Anonymously” button. . .

It’s good to hear your back, so how did it went?

Yes , i have been at that stage where I wanted to kill myself , ive been to juviee for arsen and wanted to kill myself there , but kid if you keep doubting on your past you are really just robbing your future. I am now living a good life with a family and 3 kids , just get over everything and if that don’t help i reccomend a counselor (ive been to a counselor before not bad at all) so man there is always hope and believe in you kid that you can find that one hope. If you kill yourself your ruining all of your families lives and making them miserable and depressed just because you were miserable and depressed , so… DO NOT WORRY YOU WILL RISE ABOVE THIS!!! I pray to God that you will get better and I pray more that he answers this prayer. Your a great kid and I don’t even know you , but your just lost right now , like ALL of your peers , it’s just a stage and it is completly normal.

short message: don’t kill urself for well hell just live ur short little life and c where it takes u instead of giving up

Well, short story is that I feel terrible

Not easy for a 15 year old, but that does sound like good advice, and I hope your new life works for you.

dont kill urself

Ashlo wrote:
Well, short story is that I feel terrible

what are u doing to not feel horrible. are u working towards the problem?

I take medication and see a therapist

To do what you want to do is, coming to Australia first .. There is a Place called Wooloomooloowitchideeboo.It has the most fears Spider in the World and has the same name as the Place i mentioned.Sometimes its called the Vampire Spider and originally came with the Maories from New Zealand long time ago.It lives in hollow Tree Trunks .All you have to do, is put your Hand in these Hollow Trunks get bitten
and you become a True Wooloomooloowitchedeeboo.But from than on you must drink Human Blood or you Die..Dead as a Dodo… I dare you…..