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Hi,

I’m a 19 year old Belgian girl. I typed ‘help’ on google and found this site…
I hope you guys don’t mind that I’m writing this here…
In my youth I’ve been molested and abused by my own dad. It was so hard that I’ve cut myself and tried to suicide. After professional help I was feeling better.
Now, years later, I feel the same old pain again.
I don’t want to eat anymore. I want to get thin, like a child or less.
I lost already 13 kilograms or 28,6 pounds in a few weeks, by not eating, puking and taking medicins.
I’m starving, and that makes me sick, fysical and emotional.
I don’t know how to cope with this anymore. No one notices. No one cares.
I would really appreciate some advice…
Sorry if my English was bad.
Sorry for everything.

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kforhel offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

Hay…stop being sorry for nothing…. take care of yourself…..
Dont think about past….. Be optimistic about future……
Try to engage yourself in some activity and stop thinking… You will be ok….
You have control of your life and you can make it the way you want. Just what is required is courage…..

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God.is.hel offline Verified User (6 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

Know that Jesus does not count the number of times you fall down.

He only counts the number of times you get up and return to Him. So ask Jesus to help you overcome your addiction. Jesus of Mercy will not fail to answer your cry for help.

When you feel helpless, think of Jesus. Carrying his cross, he was in great pain. Most of his friends had deserted him. People were shouting, “Crucify him.” He felt He couldn’t go on.

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kforhel offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (43 minutes after post)

And I dont know if it helps but you have to take some legal action against you dad…. he should be behind bars for what he did to you……..

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hrtpain offline Verified User (9 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 3 weeks ago (52 minutes after post)

hey why do u think and worry about the past think about past but dont worry learn from that to build good future
if you need any emotional help you can talk to me
you will be fine keep faith on god belive him he wont leave you alone.

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