suicide help: I want to kill my self. - Help.com

I know exactly how your feeling. I’m not going to act like everything will be fine like everyone else. The harsh reality is that millions of so called “parents” don’t know one **** thing about how to be a true parent. They put their own selfish self interests in front of what is best for their child. Just look at your situation. There is no reason in the world why a child should be put on the streets at any age, but in some sick demented world where these ****** up people think that if their child doesn’t do things exactly as they planned or wanted then they have the right to screw up your life and put you on the street. This is plain WRONG!!! The population of homeless children in America keeps growing and why, because of people condoning this ****** up behavior. I myself was kicked out several times and I wish my parents’ parents did it to them, but they never did so they have no true sense of how it is to be put on the street, but since America in directly condones punishing your child by making them homeless they feel vindicated. Once again this is completely wrong behavior and needs to seriously be addressed. Thank god, I had many friends who were there to help. Friend’s parent who understood I wasn’t a problem child and helped me by feeding me, giving me a place to live, a ride to get to work, and so on. Though my situation is a lucky one because millions of America’s unfortunately don’t get afforded the same opportunity. Plain and simple if your thinking about kicking your child out DON’T… no matter what the issue is. It won’t solve the problem… It won’t make them come crawling back…. It won’t do anything except hurt the child, make their very vulnerable to anyone who wants to hurt them, and eventually their anger of frustration of their living situation and life will come back to haunt you. You’ll never have a good relationship with your child again because it will be FAKE….. they’ll only care about themselves as you(the parent) have shown them to act, by putting your selfish self interests in front of their own. Now if you have any friends please talk to them. If you get along with their parents let them know what your parents have done. Make them(your parents) feel guilty for their selfish actions. Despite what most older folks say, kicking your child out is wrong and can’t be justified. Even though cops may side with them, in the long run people they run into or talk with will think less of them for kicking you out. If no friends can help, which has also happened to me in the past, then I would suggest try getting in touch with other family members(aunts, uncles) or find a shelter. Remember, it’s not you it’s them and no matter what happens this will strain future dealings with them. If I were you, I would try to disappear for a few days or weeks and I bet they will eventually try to search for you, once they realize what they have done. In the long road everyone who kicks out a child will pay for it with immense pain. Good Luck.

Dont feel that way i’m not going to be like everyone and say its all going to be okay but if your willing to get up try and make it better it will be.
dont go and try to commit suicide or if you dicide to do just remember its a waste of life everything thats aroung happend because of you the good and the bad if you focus too much of the bad you will end up doing somthing stupid just rememebr all the people who will miss you if that dosent help go get some help its not so much as my idea but it will make you feel better even just talking to a close friend will help.
Dont do it, trust me it wont make a diffrence where ever you go when you die you will regret it for iternity just hang in there try and it will change sometimes all it takes it one little……….try.

Having parents who favor your younger siblings and act like your a piece of **** is one of the worst feelings in the world.
I understand what its like to want to kill yourself and just numb all of the emotional, physical pain that they constantly put you through. My situation is a little different but I’m trying to make my parents kick me out so I can live a happier life with my best friend’s family.
My mom refuses to let go.
But when she’s standing there watching while her husband is choking and hitting her young, innocent child… She has no say in where I go. That’s my choice. Goodbye “Mommy and Daddy,” see you in hell.