Love help: Im in pain.

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Im in pain.

Not a pain people can see on my surface but burrowed deep with in me. I have a good but lonely life. For the past two years i have filled my time to stop from thinking and feeling this pain, for two years or more I have not been able to be alone with my own thoughts, they hurt too much. I can only fall asleep with a tv on to give my brain a distraction from my inner pain. Every day i fill my time with work and my responsibilities I apear ok and efficent and in control. but really i dont stop working or doing things or thinkin about what i have to do for more than a 1 min, sso i dont have to think or feel my hurt.

I dont want this, i dont eant to carry this any more

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 minute after post)

what made you feel so down??

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

Why do you feel this pain?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

do you not have any family or loved ones you can talk to about this?

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5 months, 3 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

I was hurt very badly by a woman i loved like no other. She hurt abused be broke me down to the lowest a human can go as close to the edge as anyone would want.

I have taken years getting back,

yes she hurt me broke all my confidence self beleif.

So i had to put myself back to gether alone and i have been alone for about 4 years since. But it is not just what she did to me. I harber no grudge and i have forgiven her and gotten over her.

But now its me ( i had a love for life and a always positive and unshakable attitude for the best in everyone and every situation)

Now i dont have that, I go through the motions of life work and conversation. Not really caring where or what hapends to me. Thats not right i do care….. I care that i do my best and I do care because i want to get back.

But as much as i try, i cant get back to my happiness get back the fire inside me to love life and without that it feels a half life……

But my inner pain is not just something missing…

I guess thats it half of it is what is missing in my life all that i ahve lost and how alone i feel and the other half is the pain i feel when i see how things have gone and how try as i might i cant turn it around and not feel pain.

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

Have you tried to find happiness in the small things a little at the time and then string those thoughts together as often as you can? Communicate with others, even if it in simple conversation as it will help you find comfort and peace.

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

Admitting the pain is ther is the hardest part … the next step is telling your freinds or the ones closest to you? Have you done this yet? If you haven’t … it might seem impossible but it can be done.

I’m down in the dumps myself at the moment. Don’t really know what to do next. Ihave plenty to keep me busy… just like you do. But keeping busy doesn’t resolved the situation. I had professional help for years. I’m thinking i might go back because it feels like i’m slipping up a little too much these days.

Keep typing it out. All of it. You don’t have to post it .. but if you do .. somone will respond. Even if it is just me.

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An Unknown Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

People with the Same kind of PAIN are the only one that can understand one anothers,but either way only because they can live your Pain it doesnt mean that they can end with an agremment,everyone have to look for their owns answers,no one will tell us what we have to do,we are the only one that can figure this out,its up to us break this curse and if there are such things as true love and peace,then ill find it by myself i won’t give up,are u guys?

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