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wtf all I can think about all day long is cutting…

.its just completely taking over. my grades are going down, I can’t seem to concentrate on anything, and I can’t do any creative writing and I have several reports that are due! acckk!

its like I’m obsessed with it….

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

you probable are obsessed…not meaning to sound bad, but most do get addicted to cutting, and truest me i no.just try tho think about something else okay. hope things get better

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

Turn up some music loud

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (10 minutes after post)

blow your ears out, and lay on the ground staring at the sealing, it works, and keep your mined clear of everything.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

meg_ryan wrote:
blow your ears out, and lay on the ground staring at the sealing, it works, and keep your mined clear of everything.

damaging your hearing is still self harm :P

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

i didnt mean it in that way, sorry…i ment turn the music up so loud that you cant hear anything else. but without hurting yourself, im sorry i didnt mean it like that.

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (19 minutes after post)

I’m not just talking about right now…. every single minute of every day (ok maybe I’m exaggerating just a leetle lol) I think about it. anytime anyone looks at me weirdly, I just want to smack them in the face. my friends, every single one of them, calls me weird, (which I am) I just can’t focus, my life seems to revolve around cutting.

thanks for the suggestions!

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

revolving around cuttiing, i know what you mean…cuze i do a lot..whenever something bad…happens.or anything like that, but try to clear your mined. if you need help with anything i will try to help..dont really no what i can do..but if you want someone to talk to im hear.

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6 months, 2 weeks ago (25 minutes after post)

thanks :)

any reason why I would want to cut even when I’m not upset tho?

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Anonymous #
6 months, 2 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

lol why did I reply anonymously…. hmm

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

are you addicted, so you have done it so many times that you have to do it.

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

or just for fun..or cuze your bored

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

ahhHH I hate my computer keeps messing up I didn’t mean to reply anonymously, that’s me lol

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

If your that obsessed maybe you have OCD?

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

lol ok, i figured that

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southern_comfort offline Verified User (3 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (31 minutes after post)

Where did this fad or concept of cutting come from? It wasn’t around in my school. Anyhow, you must realize that self mutilation is a just a silent cry for help. Without being able to psycho-analyze you to dig deep into why you do it there isn’t a whole lot I can say that hasn’t already been said. Please stop. If you don’t think you can stop on your own, please, please, please seek the advice of a professional doctor.

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (40 minutes after post)

southern_comfort wrote:
Where did this fad or concept of cutting come from? It wasn’t around in my school. Anyhow, you must realize that self mutilation is a just a silent cry for help. Without being able to psycho-analyze you to dig deep into why you do it there isn’t a whole lot I can say that hasn’t already been said. Please stop. If you don’t think you can stop on your own, please, please, please seek the advice of a professional doctor.

its not a fab…people do it to get stress out..and other stuff

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 5 minutes after post)

*gives falling a hug* =)

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (2 hours, 28 minutes after post)

aw thanks sum *hugz back*

yeah I am addicted and theres nothing else to do
I almost don’t even care anymore

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meg_ryan online Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (2 hours, 29 minutes after post)

please dont say that. :(

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 69 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (2 hours, 47 minutes after post)

i know exactly what you mean about not caring.im a cutter too and sometimes i think ive already messed myself up this much,why stop now.

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An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (4 hours, 11 minutes after post)

is cutting all the serious?

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 69 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (4 hours, 18 minutes after post)

its very serious.

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (4 hours, 36 minutes after post)

SpazzySpizzy wrote:
i know exactly what you mean about not caring.im a cutter too and sometimes i think ive already messed myself up this much,why stop now.

I know, I got scared cuz I f*cked up the nerves in my hand, but now I’m like so what its already damaged I can’t stop

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (5 hours, 13 minutes after post)

I guess you can switch yourself into positive mode. I kind of did it today, i felt like crap earlier but i feel kind of good now. All I did was say out loud questions to the space around me or the universe(or God if you would like to) about why are things the way they are, why arent things the way i want, how can i make things better and how can i get what i want. Then i said out loud what i didnt want and what i wanted exactly. After that I said out loud what i wanted as if i already have it so i was saying i like this and i like that and i am like this good way and so on. Then i just said I can have all of that happen and it will happen and i dont have to worry. Might work some as long as your trusting of things being able to be good. I still know the bad is there but at least i feel like i have a chance some for it all to be perfectly well and acting as if its guaranteed it will happen :)

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (5 hours, 35 minutes after post)

*sigh* that’s a really good idea, but I can’t convince myself that it will happen

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (5 hours, 38 minutes after post)

I also all day have been taking deep breaths in my nose and out my mouth. Sort of keeps me calm enough even though my nose is getting dry lol

well just try it and it might work, ive been very negative and i feel okay for now.

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falling offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 2 weeks ago (5 hours, 55 minutes after post)

k thanks ill try that :)

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