Love help: My heart is broken.

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My heart is broken.

Please, help me. I feel like my heart never existed in the first place now, and I don’t know what to do. please, help me.

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Anonymous #
6 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

Take a deep breathe and put your hands on your heart. You are you no one can take that away.

broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (4 minutes after post)

yeah right. the one i loved took away all my soul and life, I’m nothing anymore.

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lexihope 1 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (7 minutes after post)

dont say that… if he took that away from u he didnt love u. life goes on and even tho it feels as if ur heart wont heal, it will. time heals the heart. my heart is broken too. mom told me she wanted to kill herself cuz i dissapoint her so much but life goes on. and time does heal the heart. trust me. u will b okay

Help me with: someday I will….

Sans 57 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (8 minutes after post)

broken wrote:
yeah right. the one i loved took away all my soul and life, I’m nothing anymore.

You’re still you. Tell us about your situation.

broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (21 minutes after post)

I’ve dated this boy for about half of my sixteen year old life. Everything was perfect the first few years of our relationship, but, during the third year, he started to get obsessive over me. Then, during the fourth and fifth years, he started to get emotionally abusive, then physically. I felt like i was nothing during those years. Then, during the last three years of our relationship, he started to tell me I should kill myself. I listened to him sometimes, and I took up cutting. Once, back when I was 8, he made me nearly cut off my own hand.

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lexihope 1 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

broken wrote:
I’ve dated this boy for about half of my sixteen year old life. Everything was perfect the first few years of our relationship, but, during the third year, he started to get obsessive over me. Then, during the fourth and fifth years, he started to get emotionally abusive, then physically. I felt like i was nothing during those years. Then, during the last three years of our relationship, he started to tell me I should kill myself. I listened to him sometimes, and I took up cutting. Once, back when I was 8, he made me nearly cut off my own hand.

girl!!! dont kill urself over him! he is retarded! never loved u if he told u that! girl! move on and forget him! if u kill urself! its pretty not smart because ur killing urself over someone who doesnt give a **** about u. im sorry im being harsh but sometimes ppl only listent wen things r told to them the hard way.

Help me with: someday I will….

broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (30 minutes after post)

i’m not a . . . you see, I’m not . . . I’m. . .

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broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (39 minutes after post)

I’m not a girl, you see. I’m a guy.

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Sans 57 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (48 minutes after post)

that’s okay too.

broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (53 minutes after post)

Seether:
I wanted you to know that
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away…
I keep your photograph and
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause im broken when im lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You gone away, you don’t feel me here, anymore

Amy Lee:
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away…

Cause I’m Broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone…
You gone away, you don’t feel me here anymore

Do you know that song? It’s a song called “Broken”, and it’s sung by Evanescence and Seether. He used to make me listen to it, especially when he hurt me. The first time I heard it was when i nearly lost my hand.

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Sans 57 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (55 minutes after post)

He sounds like a sadist. You’re much better off without him.

broken #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (56 minutes after post)

he wasn’t sadistic. he didn’t get any enjoyment out of watching me be in pain. he’d just say it was “punishment”, then he’d take me away from the blood to a hospital, a different one every time.

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mspendergrass083 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 18 minutes after post)

Don’t get down, theres someone out there who is better for you and will love you without being abusive. theres nothing a person cannot recover from!

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ameliaearthlin 14 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 33 minutes after post)

That is not the way the love of your life should treat u.
Ur true love wouldn’t do that.
I am sorry for your heavy heart… I know the feeling.

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Barbyman 5 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (2 hours, 39 minutes after post)

I wrote a nice song about …..
For all the wrong Reasons
I’m living a Lie
I keep on pretending
I don’t know why
Album is almost finish check it out barbyman.com

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Hidde #
An Unknown Location | 6 months, 1 week ago (5 hours after post)

That’s terrible. I’m so sorry this happened. You don’t deserve any of that. For anything you could have possibly done, that’s not a punishment, that’s a torcher. the worst kind in my book.

Love can make any one feel really great or really bad. I know I’ve had and will have lots of times with a broken heart.

boy or girl, it doesn’t matter. You’re a human being. a beautiful human being. And your worth an InCredible lot. you deserve much better. nobody deserves that.

Your heart will heal, it really will. I know it doesn’t feel like it. It never does when it’s broken, but it heals. You’ve got to take it back for your self though, or it will never get a chance to. It’s yours. All yours.

We can give our hearts away, but they still beat in our chests. and if somebody doesn’t treat your heart right, then they don’t deserve it any more

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