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I need help but death might be a option i am sick of

living with people who judge with the world today with anything i may look fine when u look at me the first time but inside i have alout built up i am close to exploding somtimes i have dream that i kill someone and then is over somtimes well most of the time i feel suicidel i love to think i will get shot by suicide by cop i will take my head stone as dust and be buried in a ditch were garbage belong mabey even drown myself mabey not turn another day old this world is controlled by santan god has lost the battle he’s going to kill us all i am just the first one i am glad to die for my master lucifer he want me to make the people of calgary never forget the way a 20yearold man lay dead in some ditch i have to bleed in agony and pain this is what i deserve

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fractal.scatter offline Verified User (10 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 339 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (4 minutes after post)

I suggest that if you’re feeling suicidal you call the above number and talk to one of the people there.

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6 months ago (5 minutes after post)

there’s no one on here is there? i dnt care i only have 66 hours left anyway

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (6 minutes after post)

i dont think thats what you deserve. :( please dont..you only get one life…so you have to live it the foulest

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fractal.scatter offline Verified User (10 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 339 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (6 minutes after post)

There’s plenty of people here, but you’ll be able to talk to some who will really be able to help you if you call the number.

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (7 minutes after post)

what happens in 66 hrs

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Anonymous #
6 months ago (7 minutes after post)

i am not callin no number i am going yo be a angel of death after this life then i will deside who lives and who dies do u see this world is know lucifers he is king he makes me feel like death like bleeding

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fractal.scatter offline Verified User (10 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 339 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (8 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
i am not callin no number i am going yo be a angel of death after this life then i will deside who lives and who dies do u see this world is know lucifers he is king he makes me feel like death like bleeding

Okay…

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (8 minutes after post)

whats in 66hrs??

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (9 minutes after post)

First off, suicide is never the best option. In life, there are a network of people connected to you, and if you kill yourself, they will be extremely upset. There are people who love and care for you.

I’m not really clear about the situation you’re experiencing, but the people who judge the world are most likely intolerant, racist, ignorant little bastards who love nothing more than to see people who they hate die. Living is a big middle finger to those pricks, and ceasing your life means that you will never experience the joy of living.

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (11 minutes after post)

yea i got 2 agree dont commit suicide

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Anonymous #
6 months ago (11 minutes after post)

my true destiny the desion on the way i will comit my act lucifer is my master he will tell me in 66hours the way to die and were to go i have a mission today to take a transit bus and find a open place were people are

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Anonymous #
6 months ago (13 minutes after post)

till 66hours is up i am imortal

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (13 minutes after post)

okay i understand if you feel that lucifer is telling you to do something then you want to…expectantly if thats what you believe in…but do you have to die? isnt there something else?

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (14 minutes after post)

now just wondering y do u need 2 find an open place with people

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (15 minutes after post)

wduval wrote:
now just wondering y do u need 2 find an open place with people

i agree??? why

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Anonymous #
6 months ago (16 minutes after post)

yes he’s my master i must die death doesint scare me i feel good i do what he says i am the next angel of death u see i am lucifers army god has sent out assasins they are the only other ones who can kill me but i am a army in streangth hope they barng double me war is in the air in 66hours i will be a angel of death the army of lucifer will be my guide

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (18 minutes after post)

so this isnt suicide..this is belief?

Anonymous wrote:
yes he’s my master i must die death doesint scare me i feel good i do what he says i am the next angel of death u see i am lucifers army god has sent out assasins they are the only other ones who can kill me but i am a army in streangth hope they barng double me war is in the air in 66hours i will be a angel of death the army of lucifer will be my guide

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Anonymous #
6 months ago (19 minutes after post)

so they can bear witness to my plan they need to see violence they need to see death blood screams and tranformation of human to angel of deaht u see calgary alberta has never seen this but they will soon my destanation is summerset train station

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6 months ago (20 minutes after post)

at 4pm i am logging off now

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (21 minutes after post)

hmm yea did u not take ur meds 2day

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (25 minutes after post)

wduval wrote:
hmm yea did u not take ur meds 2day

lol, be nice…it may happen…well the way its working…i dont believe in it…but stuff like this does happen..but yes..its weird..but again..respect peoples beliefs.

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (33 minutes after post)

its nothin like that. i just think this is some kid trying to get some attention and needs to take his uppers or adhd meds

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (34 minutes after post)

wduval wrote:
its nothin like that. i just think this is some kid trying to get some attention and needs to take his uppers or adhd meds

lol yea…i understand…same page

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An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

«W»duval wrote:
its nothin like that. i just think this is some kid trying to get some attention and needs to take his uppers or adhd meds

I didn’t really think it at first but due to the religious crap he’s sending out then that pretty much confirmed it for me.

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