I feel different and trapped.

Chickapu12

I feel different and trapped.

Im not happy anymore. as much as i try to be it never goes my way and i end up so depressed at night. I keep thinking my solution is to kill myself, but at the same time im sccared. its a bug decision and i know i can necer go bak after its done. Even though i have stopped cutting for several of moments, the thought of killing myself stays in my head nd its like im making a plan as things get even worse. what should i do? but im afraid it may be to late.

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (1 minute after post)

What brings these thoughts of killing yourself to you?

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Chickapu12 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (3 minutes after post)

i feel like im alone. ppl r judgin me. i loose all of my friends. my parents know im not happy but have given up on me. whatever i do is never good enough and it gets to me.

littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (4 minutes after post)

How old are you?

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Chickapu12 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (4 minutes after post)

umm in my teens.

littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (6 minutes after post)

You’re going through your teen blues. That’s what most doctors call them. Do you have anxiety attacks or feel like nobody around you understands what you’re going through?

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Chickapu12 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (7 minutes after post)

yess. more then i want. but i dont feel like im strong enough to pull through the rest of the years. because i know it only gets harder.

littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (11 minutes after post)

Have you talked to a counselor?

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wonderwander 0 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (1 hour, 11 minutes after post)

This might not be what you want to hear, but, I’m serious, God can help you. You are never alone because God loves you and wants you to be happy. Even when you feel like no one cares, God is still there. I hope you can get through this!

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Chickapu12 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (1 hour, 32 minutes after post)

No i havent talked to a counselor. i dont feel comfortable tlking to a stranger bout stuff like tht. they will prblly think im crazy and give tht look tht i hate.

nd thank u imreadin i try and believe tht but sometimes it gets hard.

nikouli2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (2 weeks after post)

There is no better feeling in this world than God’s love. All you have to do is ask Him for forgiveness, and say the sinner’s prayer. Ask him to come into your heart. When you have God by your side, he takes care of your pain. He sent his only son to die on the cross for our sins, and our pain. He loves you more than you could imagine. If you ever need to talk you can email me. I won’t judge you….neither will your Savior.

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