relationship help: I live to love…

mike_jj

I live to love…

Well I recently broke up with someone I loved soo much for a different someone. The different someone broke up with me and now my ex has a bf. A little while ago I wanted to die, now I just feel dead inside.
I’m so soft and sweet on the inside…I think girls take one look at me and avoid me. I want trust, love, want, need, and a life again…I want to not be able to stop smiling again…I want that feeling of being complete…I need it to be truly happy. I’m going insane with out it…I’m thinking of ways I can kill myself. I can make you feel like you’re my world…I don’t know…everything that’s good about me is just wasting away.

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cloudlessworld 1 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

u made a mistake but all u can do now is learn from it. there will someone else to make u feel that way again, just keep thinking like that to help u thru these harder times.

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Neutra 19 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

Not necissarily. You see, when we have a bad relationship with someone it is to help us become better at relationships later on. The one you had was meant to happen but for just that short while. The experience you have obtained is more valuable then the actual relationship itself and you don’t see it now but it will assist in the person who you meet next.

sum 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

Dont kill yourself =( Im sorry.

Do you feel as if you always have to be in a relationship?

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mike_jj 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (2 hours, 49 minutes after post)

sum wrote:
Dont kill yourself =( Im sorry.

Do you feel as if you always have to be in a relationship?

Yes, to be happy…someone to like me so i like myself.

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sum 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (3 hours, 26 minutes after post)

I found this site randomly >> http://loveaddicts.org/

Well why not just think of it as if someone at one time liked you then your still likable so you shouldnt dislike yourself?

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mike_jj 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 8 minutes after post)

sum wrote:
I found this site randomly >> http://loveaddicts.org/

Well why not just think of it as if someone at one time liked you then your still likable so you shouldnt dislike yourself?

I liked the site till it mentioned god…

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sum 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 20 minutes after post)

haha yeah just ignore that part then(considering it is just the opinion of maybe one person who owns the site. I am non religious but I dont always mind if “God” gets mentioned time to time. A more non religious version of god could be a faith in yourself and the people around you and good luck. That what i think if i dont feel in a religious mood when i hear the word “God” =P

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sum 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 21 minutes after post)

Ive seen other sites though like that before

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rayemaye 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (4 days, 12 hours after post)

Neutra wrote:
Not necissarily. You see, when we have a bad relationship with someone it is to help us become better at relationships later on. The one you had was meant to happen but for just that short while. The experience you have obtained is more valuable then the actual relationship itself and you don’t see it now but it will assist in the person who you meet next.

A failed relationship is not worth your life. I can relate to your pain. At least there are no children envolved, marrige or other possible complications. A clean break can be the best one to get to the next one.

Keep your head up. Dont give up.

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