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I think what happened is god may be trying to tell you something… you should definitely start reading your bible, (if you don’t have one, get one), pray everyday when you awake, and devote your life to God, try that and I pray that it works for you.

Praying would help, he’ll answer eventually. In the meantime you should look back at how you got here, see how you can steer closer to where you want to be.
It might be a loss of motivation too, set goals in your life and focus on them, once you’ve got drive in your life it might help with the other problems.

How have they wronged you? The solution is easier to find if we can see what the problem is.

you said “All i have is my sweet honest sincerity”
this is a blessing.
Use it to make the world around you a better place.
The law of karma will do the rest.

pray to who ? God? which one?
My daughters mother is like me. She is just as insecure and has no self esteem. In her defense mechanisms she is totally non negotiable and too sofisticated for me to get my head around. i spent two and half years in counselling to bring myself to a place of understanding for my family. She never acknowlaged this. There has been only blame and shame from her. No compassion. No effort on her part. I was the sole provider. She left me with a home under construction and all the bills. She has catorgorized me as ****** up. This i can deal with . I understand her own personal problems and choose to know who she really is (without her issues). I’m so angry though.
My counsellor lied (i think) to me about her (she was seeing him as well) I am a contractor and performed a large remodel for my counselor who then tried to steal money from me. He knew my financial and emotional situation was dire. WTF.
Another client (a very challanging one) with very expensive taste and the inability to decide, dragged out her project for so long. The costs continued to accrue, much to my waring and explanations. I made so many concessions for her all the while she was telling me not to worry Finally when the project ended she decided that I was responsible for the cost over runs. Her boyfriend(a big shot business man)took over. He tried to cut me out and hire my employees behind my back. He decided that I was at fault. They took all the money I had put out. I am basically put out of business. He never once asked to sit and meet with me. Even after I allowed him to decide upon meeting with me and looking at the accounting books. Again WTF. I’m trapped in the tricking grips of depression. My confidence is gone. Even my skills at carpentry seem to suck. I just can not deliver these days. I’m buried in debt. My credit is shot. I’m on the verge of losing my home. My daughter has health issues and my insurance was cancelled. She is at home right now with a 103 temp and another urinary tract infection.

Pray to who? God, The God, also known as Jehovah and Yahweh.
It looks like you’ve been cheated on both counts, can you sue them? It might help recoup your losses.
You said your basically out of business, but not actually out of business, so there’s still a chance you can bring it back to life. Besides the loss of money is there anything stopping it from working?
Remember, this is just temporary, your circumstances will change, things will get better.