This is one of those days I wish I’d never gotten up.
Nothing has happened, I’m just not ready for the day. Guess I’m a bit down these days. My life is kind of stagnating right now. I don’t know what I want from life anymore. I’m always making the wrong choices. I know God loves me, I just can’t seem to tell my heart that.
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Just keep your head up. You control your fate, so it is nothing wrong. I mean We are not perfect so we cannot help to feel happy all the time, we are gifted with so many other emotions. Now if it happens regularly then maybe try some exercises during the day, or just seeing a doctor.
I think she’s just feeling really down.
Hang out with your friends, hun.
Get all dressed up and go out if the weather’s not bad.
Or if it is, get some people over and watch scary movies.
Talk with them about it.
Or you could try doing something new.
New experiences help us to learn about ourselves.
Nothings happening thats the problem. I don’t do what I know I should. Not at work (Like I’m on help.com right now) not at home (It’s a mess). I daydream way too often, it’s been a habit since childhood which now just scares me because I don’t want to end up being one of those people living in a fantasy world but, that seems to be where I’m heading, that or the looney bin. I get up late for work even though I know that I want to be there on time. This makes me rush and drive badly. I want to read my Bible but, I can’t seem to. I know God is there waiting for me to reach out but, for some reason I reject Him all the time. I would talk to my counsellors but they have heard all of this so many times before… And I know what they will tell me to do but, I don’t do it. I don’t want to do it for them, I want to do it for me but it’s not happening.
I guess, what I’m trying to say is:
Don’t let your life stagnate. Don’t wait around for things to happen. You have to make your day count. Set it apart from ever other day and maybe you’ll feel better. Start a new tradition or do something entirely random (even if it seems dumb or wasteful). Get involved in the lives of the people you are close to.
I was feeling retardedly bored and unhappy when I realized my little sister was taking her driver’s test the next day. I made her a good luck banner and even felt partly responsible when she passed it this time, haha!
Try to cheer yourself up, m’dear! Life has its lows. “No rain, no rainbow,” huh?
I guess you might just want to enjoy the mood while it lasts. Sometimes when I’m sad, I do things that are really depressing without realizing it. But when I do, it’s usually like, what the heck?
I get embarrassed for acting out of character and emo.
I laugh it off.
And it’s over.
C:
Adopting a different attitude in the situation you’re in will help. Blow it off. Who cares? That’s just how things are lately. It’s not your entire world. You are made up of so much more than feeling useless, depressed, and unable to accomplish things.
At the end of the day, how important is it that you are on time or early for work every single time? If you are feeling rebellious and are afraid you might get fired for it, maybe you should try acting unusual around random people. It’s fun to moderately scare them.
Take it easy and play some pranks on other people. Watch some funny youtube vids. I’ve got a whole list if you want. XD
The thing is to my friends I seem fine. I see them almost daily, make jokes, hang out and even enjoy it. I don’t feel guilty about any of it either. It’s when I’m alone and I know that I can accomplish so much more in life. I could do more but for some reason I choose not to.
Ok first of all work can be a drag, but its something we must all do. So the work thing, work at it! Or get a new job. Day dreaming is ok, but it is a sign of someone becoming bored with themselves, so from there look at your free time activities. Do you fulfill everything you need from socially to sexually? I mean you know yourself then anyone so you kinda have to really try to look into things. You becoming crazy is crazy, like people are saying you are just down at the moment. So ya waking up early for work…..get a giant alarm. Counselors can only guide you, so dont take them seriously. And dont wait for God, I am not religious and if you then I will make it nice. But basically he expects you to just live life. The bible is a guide to live life well, because we are not perfect like it is said in the bible so we are actually perfect at being imperfect so its not big deal. So ya just find something that works for you, and it may take time. Just always try to be optimistic its gotten me pretty far and I am young and I have felt really insane in the head, but whatever I just know that other people go through it but we cannot live if we dwell on it. So take control and work on it.
Hmm… Just start with something new, then. Something new and small. Like, if you want something sweet… Bake yourself a **** cake. And then you can feel a bit accomplished and invite your friends over to have some.
If you feel like your time is being wasted, then why not try some self improvements like getting caught up in an exercise routine. Go out and buy yourself a new nail polish color. Uhh… Let’s see, I’m trying to think of little stuff I do when I can’t seem to get my whole act together.
Clean your room.
Put away some clothes.
Go through your house with a big, long duster and remove random cobwebs.
Open the windows in your house.
Tan outside or in a bed.
Bother the hell out of someone and then walk away when they finally want to fight. (okay, not a good idea all the time ^_^)
Hell, take some time to moisturize body. (That sound really weird, but it stands)
These are little things I do that help me get motivated to tackle bigger ****. I avoid doing things by doing other things for a little while, you know? And none of these activities except the last are unproductive. They make you feel good about yourself in other ways.
(If I blow off studying for the day, I’ll be sure to brush my teeth at least twice and wash my face.) There’s a lot of things we know we should be doing, but it’s okay to skip out on a few of them every now and then. Just don’t make it a habit. XD
Hah! I’m out for tonight. I stay up WAY too late sometimes.
Thanks modest. A good laugh at least. Sweet dreams.
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