writing help: My entire world is crashing down-right before my eyes-im running

SpazzySpizzy

My entire world is crashing down-right before my eyes-im

running from the wreckage-the damage that ive done-trying to remember-what my life looked like before-normal-safe-loved-not so long ago i was all those things-i miss me-im going back

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Help me with: My mom said something today that amused/slightly creeped me out.

xXx_AmAyA_xXx 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (3 minutes after post)

i like it ^^

Help me with: ok, so i do a “scene hair” but it always go down no madder how much hairspray i use.

SpazzySpizzy 42 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (6 minutes after post)

thank you amaya.

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xXx_AmAyA_xXx 2 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (8 minutes after post)

anytime

Help me with: ok, so i do a “scene hair” but it always go down no madder how much hairspray i use.

Jr. 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (9 minutes after post)

What’s going on?

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meg_ryan 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (10 minutes after post)

i 3 it. and sorry things are weird for you right now.

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SpazzySpizzy 42 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (15 minutes after post)

thanks meg.meet jr.,this is a poem i wrote earlier today.its about alot of messed things in my life and how i wanna go back.

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Jr. 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Wow, it sounds really serious…continue.

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gypsy-corner 35 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (47 minutes after post)

Good for you dear!! Thats great!! I wish you all the luck!! WOOOHOOO:)

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SpazzySpizzy 42 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (7 hours, 11 minutes after post)

meet jr. the story is i have been a cutter for the past 11 years and im in the process of quitting.im having some friend issues.it feels like everythings falling apart.but i wanna get rid of the bad stuff and get back to the girl i was.i wanna be me again

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rayemaye 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (7 hours, 49 minutes after post)

Self destruction is no way out. Sounds like deep down you want a healthy and happy concscience. Question are you blaming yourself or feeling guilty about something. If you can figure out what it may be you may be able to find closer on a permanent level - reducing the likely hood of relapse.

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SpazzySpizzy 42 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (7 hours, 52 minutes after post)

i feel guilty about alot of things.i have alot of shame.

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rayemaye 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (8 hours, 14 minutes after post)

I found being a victim of abuse and abandonment, I would put alot of blame on myself for things that have happened or have not happened yet. when there are multiple people envolved each person only has part of the responsibility. It is up to the individuals to decied where the responsibility really lies and find a solution to make things better or not go down that road again. Most of your strength may be depleted by unecessary blame or guilt. Have you been talking to a counselor?

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nextstar 3 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (10 hours, 35 minutes after post)

forget about guilt and regret , what you have done is done & you have learned a lot from it . focus on getting yourself back :)

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SpazzySpizzy 42 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (10 hours, 37 minutes after post)

thanks.i will.you do the same.

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rayemaye 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (13 hours after post)

Hey SpazzySpizzy not sure of my reply before. It is on hold for some reason pls keep chking in for the full message.

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Jr. 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (15 hours, 26 minutes after post)

Good luck to you SpazzySpizzy. I hope everything goes your way and I know it will because you will not have it any other way. Good Luck in your journey for peace.

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rayemaye 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (1 day, 15 hours after post)

Meet Jr. wrote:
Good luck to you SpazzySpizzy. I hope everything goes your way and I know it will because you will not have it any other way. Good Luck in your journey for peace.

Meet Jr. has a point, but sometimes the details matter. Knowing the wreckage can avoid another accident. Let your heart be your guide. Your strong and enduring.

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