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Vanishing !

A heart and two drops of blood

This was the message i sent to god

Lemon trees and freshness in the wild

was my dream but now i just want to hide.

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nextstar invited 32 users to read this post 5 months, 3 weeks ago.

SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (19 minutes after post)

i dont really know why but i love that.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

i just feel that i’m losing myself but i’m working on getting it back :)

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

thats funny cuz i feel the same way.maybe thats why it struck me.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (30 minutes after post)

why do you feel that same way ?

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (32 minutes after post)

im in the process of overcoming an addiction.it feels like it consumed me.im working on getting back to the girl i used to be.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (36 minutes after post)

first you should be proud of yourself that you stpped addiction , you are such a strong person :)

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (38 minutes after post)

thanks!i dont always feel strong but im fighting it with everything i have.this site helps alot.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (49 minutes after post)

no body feels strong all the time , take me as an example : i used to be so strong and can help anyone & fears nothing but now i lost all of this & getting weak and silly and moaning all the time. But i will do my best to get myself back together , i hope it is just a matter of time .

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (52 minutes after post)

i know you can do it.if i can do it so can you.youre right it just takes time.

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Max offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 138 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 39 minutes after post)

Wow! I don’t know if you made that up or borrowed it, but it’s powerful:)
I draw power from the sun, children and true smiles! Where do you draw yours?

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (14 hours, 34 minutes after post)

Max wrote:
Wow! I don’t know if you made that up or borrowed it, but it’s powerful:)
I draw power from the sun, children and true smiles! Where do you draw yours?

I made that up Max , may be i draw my self in a very happy mood , i need god so much right now .

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Sans offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 57 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (21 hours, 29 minutes after post)

Beautifully written, nextstar. If you find God, let me know. I have misplaced him/her.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 1 week ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

Silverwings wrote:
Nextstar, I was wondering if you are feeling any better ?

thank you silverwings for even thinking about me . i’m fine because i trust god & i believe in him more than anyone or anything in the world , i’m sure that god heard me & he will ease things & work it out for me , i’m sure he will give me what i asked him for & what i will ask him for in the future .

I love god so much …

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An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 1 week ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

ok Nextstar..contrary to popular belief, I am not gone. I just moved and opened my new email up to you. I am here and we can even talk on IM or something. We all showed up here to care. I will make a post about why I
was gone and invite you. :)

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (2 weeks, 1 day after post)

nikko wrote:
ok Nextstar..contrary to popular belief, I am not gone. I just moved and opened my new email up to you. I am here and we can even talk on IM or something. We all showed up here to care. I will make a post about why I
was gone and invite you. :)

Thank you honey , I hope you are doing well.

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baucom197 offline Verified User (4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (1 month, 3 weeks after post)

Nexstar, I to will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I feel so bad when I here that people are depressed, I’ve delt with it for many years and I know exactly how you feel. Just keep praying because there is power in prayer and when you feel your lonliest and feel like there is no end to this devistation keep on believing because, he is there with you the whole time. I know you’ve read footprints, well it’s true. He has been carrying you the entire time and he to gets wery. Don’t worry as long as you have your faith, things will get better and you will be so much stronger, once you get past it all you’ll feel so much wiser and you’ll be so eager to help others even more then you do now. What I’m trying to say is, “this could be a blessing in descise.

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baucom197 offline Verified User (4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (1 month, 3 weeks after post)

Your poem was very touching!

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dorky offline Verified User (2 months, 3 weeks) Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 2 weeks ago (3 months after post)

that is so touching. I’m actually crying right now

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (3 months, 2 weeks after post)

baucom197 wrote:
Nexstar, I to will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I feel so bad when I here that people are depressed, I’ve delt with it for many years and I know exactly how you feel. Just keep praying because there is power in prayer and when you feel your lonliest and feel like there is no end to this devistation keep on believing because, he is there with you the whole time. I know you’ve read footprints, well it’s true. He has been carrying you the entire time and he to gets wery. Don’t worry as long as you have your faith, things will get better and you will be so much stronger, once you get past it all you’ll feel so much wiser and you’ll be so eager to help others even more then you do now. What I’m trying to say is, “this could be a blessing in descise.

thank you very much for your concern , i’m feeling much better now
:)

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (3 months, 2 weeks after post)

baucom197 wrote:
Your poem was very touching!

i’m glad that it touched you :D

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (3 months, 2 weeks after post)

dorky wrote:
that is so touching. I’m actually crying right now

don’t cry please

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2 months ago (3 months, 2 weeks after post)

nextstar rocks. period :)

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webjeff200 offline Verified User (1 year, 12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Chicago, IL, US | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (4 months after post)

I sorry this is so late, I been in college and have not had the time to logon here in about 5 months. Alot of things is going on with me right now but God is able.

Now I hope things are going well with now, I will keep you in my prays.

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nextstar offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (4 months, 2 weeks after post)

Anonymous wrote:
nextstar rocks. period :)

hehe , i love your comment :) I’m glad that i rock :D

webjeff200 wrote:
I sorry this is so late, I been in college and have not had the time to logon here in about 5 months. Alot of things is going on with me right now but God is able.

Now I hope things are going well with now, I will keep you in my prays.

thank you & i hope everything goes well with you my friend ;)

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