I’ve lost all of my patience for anything.
When I say anything I mean even things I’m supposed to enjoy. Like playing a game, or watching a movie, or reading, for instance. I end up shaking my leg out of no patience and looking at the clock, wondering what time it is, what I can do next…like I’m waiting for something, but in reality I’m waiting for nothing, there’s nothing to wait for, but I do this all the time.
I don’t know why I do this. It’s made me lose a lot of zest for life. Everything I do is kind of like a job, even things I’m supposed to like doing. I hurry up and do things without thinking. I’m emotionally out of it, my mind goes really fast, a dozen thoughts run through per minute, random things, sometimes things that don’t even make sense.
I feel like I want to do nothing but everything at the same time, if that makes any sense.
I don’t sleep…I feel restless…when I sleep I sleep too long, when I’m up I’m up too long. Just nothing seems right.
I don’t know what I should do. What is wrong with me?
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