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You seem very passionate, don’t lose your passion for people, love can be really tricky. Sometimes it takes a while to get it right. Try to keep yourself busy, I always find that it helps me when I fell lost. It also helps put things into perspective. When your mind is busy with other tasks you will not be as concerned about her. I will sometimes read a book or watch a movie just to escape for a while. If you like physics, try and find a club or group you can join. You are very luck to have so many passions. good luck, and keep me posted.

I like her, but know nothing will happen about it. its mostly when I’m with her. There is no way I am going to avoid her, because she is one of very few people who can put up with me. I dont want to lose her like I lost (blank) and (other blank).
This is more or less just how I feel in general. I am really, really sick at the moment, enough to have been coughing blood this afternoon (only when I was walking home). I have been sick for 3 months now and it is kind of affecting everything.
Whooping cough sucks, for the love (or hate) of whatever deity anyone worships (that includes you satan!), please get immunised! I was given the wrong booster last year, and I got it. It is permanently damaging my lungs and throat and is causing ear, head and eye aches, nausea, vomiting and even a swelling blood vessel in my eye, all from sheer force of the coughs. Whole lot of not fun for someone with small lungs and asthma.
And thank you for replying vondaleewigmor.

also, I live in a wwwaaaaayyy remote town in Australia. The only science, much less physics, groups in the area I have already tried - I go to school with the kids, and I dont get along with them. We used to be very good friends, but then a new person moved in from canada, and she kinda decided to hate me. Violent too. (I did nothing. I yelled at her once after she threatened me (Hint: dont ever threaten a 6 foot 6 tall guy. ever. we don’t like it)). Then after a cyber bullying incident (attacks on me, directly at my personality) I stopped talking to them. Very, very tempted to hurt them. alot. but I didn’t, because I’m the ‘bigger’ man (literally)
… so yeah, there aren’t any physics, anime, manga (Anime and Manga - only a few people I know like it, and the only one with similar tastes to me is in that group) groups around. Only one guy and I like Opeth and porcupine tree, me and another guy and the first blank like Cradle of Filth and children of bodom, me and another guy like amon amarth, etc. There aren’t enough people who like the same stuff as me out here to actually hang out really.

My posts are really, really big…

Maybe you could find some groups online. Soon you will be out of school and it will be a lot easier to find people with similar interests. (i checked out your profile) Life gets better outside high school. Try to focus on the things you like, it will make the time go faster.

Good god I hope so.
Its just that my grades have been slipping, and though I am passing I am worried that I won’t get the results I need (OP13 minimum, Engineering or IT)
that’s another thing that is worrying me a lot