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I’m done.

Alot of stuff has changed recently and basically tripped up my whole thought on basically everything I guess. I’m not giving up. Its just things are different now. The way I see things. I haven’t decided if that is a good or bad thing. It could go either way at the moment. I’m just tired of fighting and honestly I think, if at all possible, I was to jaded by the fight itself. To involved! Its like my head is farther gone then it ever has been before. I’m not sure how to get back straight on my shoulders. Its become detatched. I could care less if I live or die. Its not about that anymore. How can I pick myself up? That is the million dollar question.

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bookworm16 offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (14 minutes after post)

I don’t understand … why?

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 47 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (6 hours, 6 minutes after post)

i know how you feel sweetheart.what has changed thats making you feel this way?

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gypsy-corner offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 31 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (7 hours, 59 minutes after post)

bookworm16 wrote:
I don’t understand … why?

IDK just kinda realized that the only I’m not in control on my life anymore, cutting and like depression is. I’m tired of fighting and losing. I’m not sure really how to put it. Just not going to do it anymore

SpazzySpizzy wrote:
i know how you feel sweetheart.what has changed thats making you feel this way?

I have

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 47 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (9 hours after post)

so youre giving up the fight?ive fought and lost so many times but im still fighting.you cant give up.you cant let cutting and depression run your life.i know its hard but staying at the bottom of a dark hole is no way to live.take your life back.

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ameliaearthlin offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 17 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (10 hours, 29 minutes after post)

You know what hun…
I think a holiday from thinking and battling it is what u need.
It is exhausing dealing with it day in day out.
Just ‘be’ hun. When u r ready to pick up your sword again, I will be by your side.
Here 4 u always.
A ox

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bookworm16 offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (10 hours, 53 minutes after post)

Cutting and depression are in control because you’re letting them be in control. You were fighting before, what were you fighting for, why were you fighting? Those reasons for fighting haven’t gone, they’re still there. Focus on your reasons for fighting and stay strong. Don’t give up! You might occasionally lose the fight, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t win the war (Don’t ask me where that came from because I have no idea, it just popped into my head!)

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Sans offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 57 #
An Undisclosed Location | 6 months ago (10 hours, 59 minutes after post)

Is there such a thing as rehab for cutters?

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 47 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (14 hours, 18 minutes after post)

there is rehab for cutters,sans.the sad thing is not everybody can afford it.some people,like myself,just have to fight it on their own.

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Max online Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 196 #
An Unknown Location | 6 months ago (20 hours, 51 minutes after post)

This is not what I was looking to hear from you. You are a professional fighter. Same as me:) We would like to coast and get tried. This will past soon. I was told that in order to get rid of a habit, you must replace it with another…a healthier one.

I like to feel that you are my “warrior with a pen” !

You are the glue that keeps us grounded:) We hurt when you hurt and smile when you are well:) I’m in awe when you write and hang on your words. This gets me through:) On the up note, tomorrow you will be stronger then ever:) There is a dark part of our thoughts we just shouldn’t go to and get angry when you do. The anger can become channeled strength for another task:) The task…find a direction worthy of your talents:)

I like to think your talent being suppressed is the source of your frustration:)

If I could reboot you, what would be your favorite operating program you would wish for me to install?

Btw, the most famous singers never believe they are the best.. their fans do!

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gypsy-corner offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 31 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (23 hours, 13 minutes after post)

I’m not giving up. well, not in the sense that it sounds. I’m giving up on these feelings I can’t fight them like this. I can’t do anything while I’m like this. Its time for a change. IDK what the change is or if its good or bad. I’m HOPING its good.

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Max online Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 196 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (23 hours, 37 minutes after post)

When my world crashes or when I’m confused, I start with the basics and go slow. Recently I haven’t read a newspaper in over a year:) If it’s real important someone will tell me. Write a plan of the first two steps for “you”.

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 47 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

im glad to hear youre not giving up.i know what you mean about making a change.i know your change will be for the better.and you know i will be here for you every step of the way.

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gypsy-corner offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 31 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 4 weeks ago (1 day, 4 hours after post)

Thanks guys that means alot.

I just don’t know what or how to go about it. I’m just so tired of feeling like this all the darn time!

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❤❤Meg❤❤ offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 1 week ago (2 weeks, 5 days after post)

Im So Sorry I Hav’nt Been On For A Long Time Family Problems…..
How Have You Been Doin?
Ive Just Gone Downhill :’(

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