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TWILIAZgeroUIT changed the tags on this post: they were "" 6 months ago.
Hi hun. Been in your train of thoughts myself. I know. I understand.
I use to cut, I had deep depression. I am better now. There is hope 4 u.
U write beautifully by the way.
This world needs u. Never give up hun.
oh my word hun,im so sorry for your pain
please believe there are other ways of dealing with this hurt
who knows about your self harm?
I know what that one part is like, ive thought about this girl for months and months and months and months and months. I dont know what im supposed to be. Ive thought of all the ways to kill myself too and have cried a lot just from thinking of it.
Been very depressed for a long time but Im a bit better now, at least for now.
I honestly don’t see why this under acheving world needs someone no more healpfull than the tiniest grain of sand….. And thankyou. Nobody has said that before, and I greatly admire you.
dude take some anti sad drugs and be okay
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
I honestly don’t see why this under acheving world needs someone no more healpfull than the tiniest grain of sand….. And thankyou. Nobody has said that before, and I greatly admire you.
Ever been to a cave? Single droplets of water forms huge stalagmites and stalagmites
Yes[?]…. I used to cave all the time.
honey,when you hit rock bottom lv,
the only way is up :)
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
Yes[?]…. I used to cave all the time.
I was using it as a metaphor
I know………. I was also using a metaphor….. me being a little grain of usless sand is at the very bottom of a cave right now, and sand doesn’t have arms or legs,….and for that matter sand is dumber that a box of rocks.
Well, inevitably we all die, so why is the cultural mening of suicide so , so, pointless. Morals, suck
I doubt your useless and also there’s many forms of intelligence.
I dont care about morals. I dont want you to die.
WHY? we all die anyway, DON’T we?
There are too many heartless ones in this world who feel too little.
U… like most of us here on help.com, are not like that. Thats why we need u.
Too many of the ones with imagination and heart leave this world.
We need u 2 stay. Or else we would be a planet of heartless savages.
U should write poetry and post it on here. I have a feeling u would be great at it.
It is also a good release.
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
WHY? we all die anyway, DON’T we?
You cant prove that =P
Right, but I can prove that countless of inocient lives have been taken from people who never the less wanted to live. Jean Amery killed himself to make a statement, that to soley be a victim is not an honor. And though i can’t talk about suicide with perfect objectivity which is not a weakness, it is inevitable, so is something you do fear, but at the same time trust so dearly. And by trusting my heart truly I understand that I must die.
U sound like I use to be.
Have u suffered panic attacks at all?
Are u on any meds?
Have u been 2 a doctor?
You are lacking the happy chemical in the brain. u r depressed.
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
Right, but I can prove that countless of inocient lives have been taken from people who never the less wanted to live. Jean Amery killed himself to make a statement, that to soley be a victim is not an honor. And though i can’t talk about suicide with perfect objectivity which is not a weakness, it is inevitable, so is something you do fear, but at the same time trust so dearly. And by trusting my heart truly I understand that I must die.
Not to have lived an imperfect life, which we all do, but to show that things happen, to people that don’t deserve it. The nazi army was powerful, they efectivily exterminated 6 million jews. My great grandfather included, but I din’t hold this to whoever did it, becuse whoever did it was a man of humanity, and humaity is so imperfect.
ameliaearthlin wrote:
U sound like I use to be.
Have u suffered panic attacks at all?
Are u on any meds?
Have u been 2 a doctor?
You are lacking the happy chemical in the brain. u r depressed.
I have panic attack all the time.
I am on many meds.
I have been to many a doctor.
And I am deppressed.
But that is not why I want to die right now. Mabby that was why yesturday, but not today.
Why did you start thinking these things in the first place?
When I realized today that I still wanted to die, I though. I’ve thought about these things for awhile, in the back of my head. I was thing tody, scrumaging through my brain, and found this, and it made so much sense to kill myself over it.
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
Right, but I can prove that countless of inocient lives have been taken from people who never the less wanted to live. Jean Amery killed himself to make a statement, that to soley be a victim is not an honor. And though i can’t talk about suicide with perfect objectivity which is not a weakness, it is inevitable, so is something you do fear, but at the same time trust so dearly. And by trusting my heart truly I understand that I must die.
Would your death make up for the people that died that didnt want to? My partner is in hospital right now after a suicide attempt, would you like me to tell you exactly what it does to some1 that loves you to watch you go thru that? Do you want to know how that feels? read my post to get an insight
Why not just try and change your mind anyways. If you just keep thinking positivly different things can come to light and then you wont feel like killing yourself. Even if you have to lie to yourself about positive things just do it and you will start feeling it more true. Peoples minds cant tell the difference too well. Just avoid all bad thoughts for as long as you can till you can come to a better conclusion.
I’ve been in the hopital 4 times because of attempted suicide, and have been to the hospital 3 times because people I love attempted suicide, my best friend and my boyfrind both committed suicide in the last year, I know how it feels. And yes it would makeup for those lives. somewhat
Do you want those who you love to die? if your dead you cant stop them!!!
You will be better if you just try
Go on, enlighten ignorant me, how would your suicide make up for the death of ppl that didnt want to die?
Three wrongs dont make a right!
Twiliaz gerouit wrote:
ameliaearthlin wrote:
U sound like I use to be.
Have u suffered panic attacks at all?
Are u on any meds?
Have u been 2 a doctor?
You are lacking the happy chemical in the brain. u r depressed.
I have panic attack all the time.
I am on many meds.
I have been to many a doctor.
And I am deppressed.
But that is not why I want to die right now. Mabby that was why yesturday, but not today.
Thats cool. I understand. I had pannic attacks too. You mind is freaking out deep down, u r setting it up for death. It s in a panic, it is trying to survive.
Why do u want to die today?
I dont want u 2 die
If your so desperate to die then why not be desperate enough to try and fix things?
please come back n chat later. U r an interesting person. I know where u r coming from.
At least sleep on it for now
Hi hun, how r things?
Have u thought of
nota.but.sand wrote:
I’ve been in the hopital 4 times because of attempted suicide, and have been to the hospital 3 times because people I love attempted suicide, my best friend and my boyfrind both committed suicide in the last year, I know how it feels. And yes it would makeup for those lives. somewhat
Oh hell hun!
Look this may seem a litle werid.. but I believe in energies both negative and positive.
There is a dark cloud surrounding u.
You need it lifted.
I recommend going to see a psychic healer.
I had a bad pattern of accidents occuring with myself and those around me, I had it ‘lifted’. Whether it was phycological or not, things changed for me.
It is worth looking into.
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