God knows I need a change of scenery.
I do understand that literally everyone feels like they need a something new in their lives, but right now, I can’t help feeling that I might drown in this stagnant pool of repetition and analytical coincidence. It is like being trapped or frozen. Day after day I wake up feeling the same way and thinking the same thoughts. It has been like I have been living through each day and night just to get myself that much closer to the end of my story, sort of like waiting for the end of a book. And, yes, I KNOW that I should just get over my pathetic existence and just fix it and change something, because, at this point, God knows that even the smallest change would be freaking miraculous for me. However, right now, I am not strong enough to make any sort of that kind of change. Though God knows I want to. So right now, if any few people would care to take a few minutes to give this girl some small change in surroundings, I would be most grateful. God grant that your lives may be better lived than mine!
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