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I wish that I was dead

No more thoughts
Going through this head
No more of these days all the same

No one will I blame
No more of this hurt
No more of this shame
No more thoughts to skirt

No reason to be upset
No reason to cry
I just wish to let..
This pain go by

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

And I wish I was 6′2″ and 200 lbs of solid muscle. We don’t all get what we want and you shouldn’t want that. Sometimes we have to settle for what we have and that is the life that you have and to keep on trudging through without giving up.

That’s a sad poem you wrote.

Take it from a really little friend who appreciates you very much!

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

Thank you…all this trudging is..well, exhausting this tired soul.

lostinthisworl wrote:
And I wish I was 6′2″ and 200 lbs of solid muscle. We don’t all get what we want and you shouldn’t want that. Sometimes we have to settle for what we have and that is the life that you have and to keep on trudging through without giving up.

That’s a sad poem you wrote.

Take it from a really little friend who appreciates you very much!

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

There are others and they are better than I..

lostinthisworl wrote:
Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot!

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

lostinthisworl wrote:
See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot!

seeee this is how i feel about your poems.. please dont do anything rash, stay strong

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (19 minutes after post)

Eddieee your poems are reading material of choice when I want to experience passion and melancholy at the same time. Ending your life and ending your poems would make me very sad and I would take it personally and it would bring great trauma to my life and well being. Is that what you want?

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Thank you friend.

lostinthisworl wrote:
See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot!

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

Your the best :)

meg_ryan wrote:

lostinthisworl wrote:
See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot!

seeee this is how i feel about your poems.. please dont do anything rash, stay strong

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THE INTERNET offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:
There are others and they are better than I..

lostinthisworl wrote:
Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)

your always gonna find people who are better than you at what you do, dont let them bother you
keep on writing, maybe do some happy ones too though?
ive said it before, ill say it again, the “emotional complex poem” types are very disliked in many people, the people to blame are the ones who arent all that bad- off in life and the ones that over do it.
try finding a new medium that hasnt been explored alot.
they do exist

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

If you are new, how is it that it would effect you so?

lostinthisworl wrote:
Eddieee your poems are reading material of choice when I want to experience passion and melancholy at the same time. Ending your life and ending your poems would make me very sad and I would take it personally and it would bring great trauma to my life and well being. Is that what you want?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

I’m an old friend of yours! :)

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (36 minutes after post)

I am afraid…
quote lostinthisworl]I’m an old friend of yours! :)[/quote]

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (42 minutes after post)

Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time!

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (50 minutes after post)

Alice?

lostinthisworl wrote:
Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time!

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:
Alice?

lostinthisworl wrote:
Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time!

you will find out in due time who I am. I have been giving clues in my replies you just haven’t gotten them. But it’s OK. I will tell you as soon as I see that the coast is clear. It won’t be long before they deactivate this account because I’m not verified with this account. :)

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SpazzySpizzy offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 42 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (54 minutes after post)

awww sweetie.i definitely relate.thats beautiful as always.i just hate that you feel this way.it breaks my heart to know how much pain youre in.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (55 minutes after post)

I have gotten these clues..I have felt your words…It is, you……

lostinthisworl wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
Alice?

lostinthisworl wrote:
Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time!

you will find out in due time who I am. I have been giving clues in my replies you just haven’t gotten them. But it’s OK. I will tell you as soon as I see that the coast is clear. It won’t be long before they deactivate this account because I’m not verified with this account. :)

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

I am sorry that you can relate..I would prefer it lost one everyone.

SpazzySpizzy wrote:
awww sweetie.i definitely relate.thats beautiful as always.i just hate that you feel this way.it breaks my heart to know how much pain youre in.

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (57 minutes after post)

:)

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

Are you certain you know who I am? Because I missed you too!

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

lostinthisworl wrote:
Are you certain you know who I am? Because I missed you too!

Did you?

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 10 minutes after post)

You have no idea my friend! :)

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 13 minutes after post)

lostinthisworl wrote:
You have no idea my friend! :)

Mean anything to you???

Like some miracle
came out of this parable
I’m always movable
For anything capable
Together we’re so durable
I want to scream!
We make such a good team!
Good people together
Sweet spirits gather!
I don’t care what people say!
I don’t care of the year or the day!
How much things pay
Were you straight or gay
I’m still with this key
To take that what is meant for me
Thank for the love
Thank for the belief
Thank for the awe
Thank for the faith
Thank for the earth
Thank for what we receive
I will have my relief
nothing did I deceive
Reward is pure
as well as the ease

To that I replied…

Where did the miracle go?
It takes so long to get back
I’m not that strong
Words can’t touch these thoughts inside my head
Why did you go
Don’t know what I did that was so wrong
All I know is that I’m missing you
Your thoughts are tearing through my soul
I’m not the same
I will go

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 15 minutes after post)

I’m not sure you really know who I really am.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 17 minutes after post)

Tell me I have it wrong then. Tell me I am wrong.

lostinthisworl wrote:
I’m not sure you really know who I really am.

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 19 minutes after post)

:(

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 21 minutes after post)

Will you tell me what time it is?

lostinthisworl wrote:
:(

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 22 minutes after post)

You mean where I am?

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 23 minutes after post)

Yes, where you are :)

lostinthisworl wrote:
You mean where I am?

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lostinthisworl offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 24 minutes after post)

It’s a quarter to Nine PM.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 25 minutes after post)

Did you need to do any math to come up with that?

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It’s a quarter to Nine PM.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 100 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 38 minutes after post)

Wow did I get it wrong…For the record..I did miss you too. Just thought you were..never mind! Glad to have you back my friend. LN :) :) :)

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An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (1 month after post)

Man, I so felt like that before I got on this website.

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