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I throw up after i eat.

ive been doing this for about 3-4 weeks now, and i lost 2kg so far.
i googled bulimia today, and i read the side effects and i just realized that
i have been having trouble getting up for school, and usually when i work out i tend to be lazy and bum out.
it says being bulimic and not eating will ruin your muscles and give you headaches.
its not healthy, i know, but i lost 2kg and i know i can lose more.
I dontk now how tall i am, but i think around 155cm - 160?
frolm the beggining i was 50 kg.
so thats like 110 pounds.
now im 45 kg.
which is awesome.
i wantto keep doing it. But i dont want to throw up as much because it rots my teeth.
i dont really care about my health, just as long as i get skinny.
i dont think im addicted and i DO do it more than twice a day.
i think that after i get to 40kg, ill stop and watch what i eat so i dont gain all of it back.
i just want your guys’ opinion on my plan?
so maybe some feedback?
dont owrry i know how to control myself, and i dont exactly consider this a ‘disorder’.
thanks for reading.

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