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This world is a horrible place
First, I’m not going to kill myself, so keep your pants on (that applies to you as well, helpbot). I’m too charitable to do that, seeing as there are a few people around who would not take too kindly to any unexpected and eternal absence on my part. The truth is though, I hate life, living, occupying a warm body, the whole gambit. I hate these things because they mean I have to spend time on this hell-hole of a universal divot called Earth, which (and no offense to those of you who have taken a liking to our little blue orb) is a rather depressing place. So depressing, in fact, that if I weren’t already suicidal (passively, not actively) I’d consider becoming suicidal.
I’m also not a fan of people, which hasn’t helped alleviate my rocky relationship with the planet, seeing as the two seem to come hand in hand. What I find most unpleasant about our species is our inclination toward doing the wrong thing. We seem to be hardwired to do exactly that which is most detrimental to happiness. We judge; we obscure; we assume; we condescend; we hurt; we rank; we tear down; we indulge; we seek perpetual self-gratification; we avoid the truth and develop realities which suit us and what we feel comfortable believing; we hate those who do not share in our delusions; we seek for answers where we will find none, and yet we pose questions in the face of obvious fact; we misinform when it’s proper to inform and inform when its proper to remain mum; we look out for #1 and forget about numbers 2-6 billion. But I beg you, if you are human and reading this, please don’t take offense to this laundry list of grievances. What I dislike about you (and myself) is your nature, and that can’t be helped or changed. You are who you are, and I’m imploring you to be proud of it. Yay pride! I’m not proud of it, nor do I want any part of it (see, I’m a hypocrite, you can hate me for that), but rest assured, I wont leave this life because suffering here with you all is what I do best.
The third thing that is wrong with the world (or rather with me?) is that it is ill-suited for someone like myself. This world rewards ambition, motivation and determination: I have none. This world congratulates and exalts intelligence and ability: I am a guy of moderate intelligence and no specific or special skill set, and even if I did have one, I still lack the motivation to develop or do anything with it. Beauty can make up for any lack of the former, but I am relatively unattractive as far as guys go, so I haven’t even been able to find superficial happiness (though I’m pretty sure I don’t want to anyway).
In short, I am bitter. I am mean. I am spiteful, hateful, disagreeable, and some might even argue incorrigible. I am all that is wrong with this world, plus one. I just thought I’d share this with you since I haven’t found much else to fill my time with, and considering I plan to keep on keeping on, I’ve got a lot of time to fill.
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