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I loved you to death, I loved you so much I didn’t realize it till you were gone.

And when it all hit, when you broke the news that you were gone I felt as if I was falling. That I had suddenly shaddered and everything was nothing. That I didn’t even know what was what anymore. I felt the tears come as I pushed them back and grited my teeth and walked over you with a smile on my fave and said whats up freind… But thats when I realized keeping such a thing up was inpossible. I couldn’t keep leaving my feeling in a box and crying then out at night. So I stopped, I stopped caring about you and began to hate you. Not for what you did, but that I wasn’t the one… Really, by hating you I was only hating myself and only causing myself the pain that could end with one stad… But if I end now I’ll never know why I held on so long… Why was it that I had to be having the most happyest night of my life until a message came of the hurtful truth of you. Even week later I can’t let go… I now what this all means… I am not meant to be happy, ever since I was little. I’ve been cursed to dispare…

It hurt know he didn’t love me, and I don’t know if I’ll ever move on… don’t say i will, don’t say you understand, and don’t you dore say he wasn’t worth it!

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