I see my death and this is ever so Abundantly clear to my eyes.
It has a bitter sweet harshness to it, nothing I don’t deserve.
1,2,3…cut by cut…beaded line after line, breath after breath, I get closer to my vision!!!!
BANGGGG…….I see my vision again, but it is getting farther and farther away, Then……I wake up:( I am in the hospital, MY sad little pathetic suicide went all to wrong.
And I cut again.
What a daily routine, Not any different than expected, Ohh well you say.
Then, you go and cut again.
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TWILIAZgeroUIT edited this post 5 months, 2 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I see my death and this is every so Abundantly clear to my eyes.
It has a bitter sweet harshness to it, nothing I don’t deserve.
1,2,3…cut by cut…beaded line after line, breath after breath, I get closer to my vision!!!!
BANGGGG…….I see my vision again, but it is getting farther and farther away, Then……I wake up:( I am in the hospital, MY sad little pathetic suicide went all to wrong.
And I cut again.
What a daily routine, Not any different than expected, Ohh well you say.
Then, you go and cut again.
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