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i need help…

i feel overwhelmed and worthless, I don’t know why, it is probably something to do with my last post combined with the ’suicide six’ classes at school

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

please, i just need to talk to someone. Its not like I am spamming, i really need to talk to someone

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Anonymous #
5 months, 2 weeks ago (44 minutes after post)

hi

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Anonymous #
5 months, 2 weeks ago (45 minutes after post)

why are you overwhelmed

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

hey

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Anonymous #
5 months, 2 weeks ago (49 minutes after post)

?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (53 minutes after post)

sorry, i was replying to your first comment.
I don’t know, I am in my final year of high school and I can’t stop worrying and thinking about things I shouldn’t…

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5 months, 2 weeks ago (54 minutes after post)

i read your other post and have you told anyone about the panic attacks or anything?

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Anonymous #
5 months, 2 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

like what are you thinking about that you shouldnt? sorry about so many QUs

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (58 minutes after post)

yeah, i went to the school counsellor for a few months. it didn’t help me though, but i am going back again. I started going when i first got depressed last year, its just i hear the same things from them every time, and i try, and it doesn’t work

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5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 2 minutes after post)

do you tell them what they want to hear or what you really feel?

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 15 minutes after post)

What I felt.

I just worry about things like everyone hating me, or me annoying people, and so on. Sometimes I do think of suicide, but I try not to, and I am getting better

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5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 21 minutes after post)

well thats good that your getting better, and just try to be yourself around your friends i mean your friends cant hate you..

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 27 minutes after post)

I really think they are good people, its just I feel like I am so annoying, so pathetic that they couldn’t help but hate me. I know that I internalise my emotions, especially my negative ones - until grade 10 i was bullied really, really badly, and i ended up internalising everything so I wouldnt get angry or flip out at anyone (which was really serious, I am and was big enough to really, really hurt someone)

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5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 30 minutes after post)

sorry about that, but sounds like you need an outlet or hobby like karate or something

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An Unknown Location | 5 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 59 minutes after post)

At the moment I cant really do anything physical - I have whooping cough and running around makes me cough. alot.

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