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I Think I may Have Depression But Not Too Sure
I’m not sure, but I think I have a mild form of depression or something. It’s weird because today everything seemed OK and it was just a normal day at college, but when I came home I put on a movie and halfway through I popped it out and went outside and started crying for really no reason. I felt guilty because I wasn’t doing something productive. Lately I haven’t been able to enjoy movies for basically that reason, anything that “gets in the way” or “wastes time” doesn’t seem worth it.
I can’t concentrate on simple tasks like reading for more than 15 minutes. My back and shoulders hurt constantly, and my legs are restless and always tight. I can’t go to sleep or stay asleep when I want, and I feel tired and worn down even after getting 8-9 hours of sleep a night. Everything that used to be fun, just isn’t anymore.
Although my symptoms match those of someone with depression, I don’t hate myself. In fact, I am exactly who I want to be, yet I feel empty.
I am on birth control pills and I thought it could be because of a hormone imbalance but I have felt this way on and off for 5 months, starting back in February, before I started taking the pill. Should I talk to a doctor? Or am I just blue?
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