I think you would be missed. But I hope nobody follows you. And why are you thinking about that?
I don’t know,but I don’t really want to live anymore,it’s just too much for me.I don’t want anybody following me though bcuz I’m not going to the same place…..
Follow you? You mean like kill themselves too? One of my friends shot himself in the head the same day he caught his wife cheating and the brother of the guy she was cheating with took a whole bottle of Oxycontin a week later…
Bah life’s great :P it has it’s lows but when you experience the highs that all you will ever seek to strive for, for the rest of your life. Wasting your life would be a daft thing to do, like they say the worst thing about ying is, its final. you can’t change your mind. besides if you really want to die just wait it out and it will happen eventually, just try and have fun on the journey.
****,dude,now that’s heavy.Well,I hope nobody does something that stupid bcuz my mom said she would follow me but at the same time I think she’s stupid for doing that…..
I think about it, too. But then I think of how I would feel if I was on the receiving end of that news. It would devastate me to have a loved one do that. I need all my loved ones. You do have a purpose here. Everything that we go through, molds us into the person we will become. Some day you will have a moment that you will have pure joy and you will thank God you did not take your life. I promise you. I embrace your life along with all the people who love you. There are people who love you. There will be more who love you, too.
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I don’t think you really want to die. You just want someone to look your way, to show they care, am I right?
You do have people that care about you. Plus you live in an amazing world. Just go outside and look at the amazing things you can find. I don’t care where you are, just look you’ll see something that will blow your mind.
You don’t need to kill yourself. That isn’t going to solve anything.
No,it’s not that I want attention,it’s just that I need to start over.You know I have nervous breakdowns at least twice amonth,and a couple weeks ago my best friend had to talk me out of it when I told her on the phone I was going to do it.I know it solve anyone’s problems,well maybe mine…..
Why do you want to kill yourself anyway, or why have you thought about it? Ive thought about it loads of times in the past and when I look back now it was all for silly little things i let get out of hand, I even came close to it one time. I couldn’t be more happy that I never wen through with it.
Give life, love, hate, pain and joy a chance. Its all about finding a balance, learning to smile when you stub your toe and carry on dancing anyway, learn to mourn learn to comfort and allow yourself to be comforted. Life is never easy, but its always, always rewarding.
Then start over. Figure out yourself. Figure out what you want out of life…start thinking about things and questioning things around you. Don’t let others decide who you are. If you have to let go of friends that’s ok, let them go. You’re at a place where you need to stop standing still, you need to move forward, and you don’t need anyone holding you back from doing so.
anyway ima go grab an ice cold cider and chill out in the living room and watch groundhog day.
Might be a good film for you to check out :)
you know what. Ive thought about killing myself to… today actually… but think about how selfish that is and how much that would suck for your family. I don’t have any love in my life, i suck at my job. I’m broke I’m depressed. i hate my life and myself for that matter. but you need to look beyond yourself. its not fair to the people who love you. they will feel like they failed you, maybe even take there own lives. their is always someone who has it worse than you. what makes me feel better is to talk to people like you so i know I’m not alone. I know that’s fortune cookie advice but take comfort in knowing someone cares. Not everyone can say that
Well,I thought about it alot of times and I ‘ve tried to do it but stopped myself.I don’t know maybe i need to get away or something,I’m tired of being strong and standing up for myself.For once I want to be weak and have someone stand up for me….but that’ll never happen……No matter what I stay strong.
You really, really don’t want to.
I have tried before, and though It wasn’t entirely voluntary (you understand panic attacks I assume), I feel guilty for it every day.
I did pick a stupid way to do it though. Blunt trauma…
But yet somehow I am still always thinking about it, I don’t know why, I just feel that way. I know I don’t want to try but for some reason I don’t know that I would be missed…
Wow, some cheering up I did…
Just don’t go there, because it is immensely painful, and you aren’t just hurting yourself… There are probably plenty of people you know who would feel like it’s there fault and follow…
So what,
QUOTE:I’ve already known so much reality to last a lifetime,
now I want the oppisite.Instead of reality I want fantsy……
this quote is what I repeat to myself when i try to commit it.It’s hard but it’s like having someone tell me no and thats my other hand.Who cares if I’m hurting myself,my best friend Bryanna told on the phone that night if I commit suicide I will have to write her a letter at least and I agreed to the promise.The last thing i said to her was You’re my peanutbutter to my jelly.She also said she’d be the happiest person alive if i decided not to……..
Here’s the ***** about it; I am not far behind. The thing is though, well i lost EVERYTHING last week, i have fought it and each day has been a battle since. Even before then, i was miseable. If i have survived this week, you can survive a bit longer.
I lost my house, my car, my family, and my g/f. The worst part is i did it for you! the american people… I am in the armed service and well i am not Jesus, i think you owe it to me to hang on just a little whule longer
Please, hang on a while longer… i stopped sleeping last week so feel free to IM me on AIM as carminjt
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Fine,fine,I will hang on longer alright but doesn’t I can’t stop thinking about it….I’m doing this especially for you and the rest of the people.But I’m proud to be an american.(smilez)=)=D.rare huh???????You’re right,I do owe it to your a**……
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