gone - Help.com

here we go 2. So my father, being a greedy idiot, marries her, but not for me, but for another. Wow that woman I believe feigned about 5 kids. He was in the army and carried a lot of medals. Mine are all academic. He did not feel well with a tiny intellectual daughter. lost red head elf :( That said he well, wow, I guess times were different before I..but he got her pregnant in high school. A, my past away sister, used to read to me and I kept wondering who was this blond calling my father “dad” . His mother told me. She fled to LA and died there. Every time I am there (my 3rd home), I wish for her.

So once I wrote him a letter begging him to save me from my mother and put it in his pillow. Sadly her was away like me now sometimes, but I do it way better than him now…anyway, I was begging him not to go because she was sooo mean. She stole the letters and as i kid I did not know.

Remember this is my pain, not yours.

He told me when she died that he wanted to divorce her. He cannot forgive her. Even now that marriage is a matter of toleration. EWWWW. He told me that he told her “I have a child. Can you accept that?” In LA terms , he sold her out and I was so way to young to help her. Then she told me how ugly she thought I was. How I should cut my hair, how I was too pale..um..not buying it mommy… never did. No skin cancer for me, for fat hips for me..nope never got them, never will. Mommy said , when we went to court to sue the living hell out of each other “I have waited for this day all my life” . She also said “all of the children were girls” but wait how can you tell so soon? Mommy ’s rules girls die men live to serve her. When I got my career, she actually said this ” hurry up and get even more powerful so you can be these little chippies bosses” I replied, “mommy, you have issues and I am not about to use my power to discriminate against anyone, not guys not girls not anyone, not colors”

So after my newly grown adulthood and that cruelty I walked. COLD

here we go 2. So my father, being a greedy idiot, marries her, but not for me, but for another. Wow that woman I believe feigned about 5 kids. He was in the army and carried a lot of medals. Mine are all academic. He did not feel well with a tiny intellectual daughter. lost red head elf :( That said he well, wow, I guess times were different before I..but he got her pregnant in high school. A, my past away sister, used to read to me and I kept wondering who was this blond calling my father “dad”. His mother/my grandmother in Chicago told me. A fled to LA and died there with a motor cycle gang. Every time I am there (my 3rd home), I wish for her.

So once I wrote him a letter begging him to save me from my mother and put it in his pillow. Sadly her was away like me now sometimes, but I do it way better than him now…anyway, I was begging him not to go because she was sooo mean. She stole the letters and as a kid I did not know.

Remember this is my pain, not yours.

He told me when she died that he wanted to divorce her. He cannot forgive her. Even now that marriage is a matter of toleration. EWWWW. He told me that he told her “I have a child. Can you accept that?” In LA terms , he sold A out and I was so way to young to help her. Then mommy told me how ugly she thought I was. How I should cut my hair, how I was too pale..um..not buying it mommy… never did. No skin cancer for me, no fat hips for me..nope never got them, never will.

Mommy, and I use this word with deep sarcasm - just so you know, she always said anything to make me feel worthless. Fortunately I was raised by my grandmothers and my teachers elsewhere. I took off to college..or fled to college :)

Mommy said, when we went to court to sue the living hell out of each other “I have waited for this day all my life” . She also said “all of the children were girls” but wait how can you tell so soon? Mommy ’s rules girls die men live to serve her. When I got my career, she actually said this ” hurry up and get even more powerful so you can be these little chippies bosses” I replied, “mommy, you have issues and I am not about to use my power to discriminate against anyone, not guys not girls not anyone, not colors”

So after my newly grown semi-adulthood and that cruelty I walked. COLD

here we go 2. So my father, being a greedy idiot, marries her, but not for me, but for another. Wow that woman I believe feigned about 5 kids. He was in the army and carried a lot of medals. Mine are all academic. He did not feel well with a tiny intellectual daughter. lost red head elf :( That said he well, wow, I guess times were different before I..but he got her pregnant in high school. A, my past away sister, used to read to me and I kept wondering who was this blond calling my father “dad”. His mother/my grandmother in Chicago told me. A fled to LA and died there with a motor cycle gang. Every time I am there (my 3rd home), I wish for her.

So once I wrote him a letter begging him to save me from my mother and put it in his pillow. Sadly he was away like me now sometimes, but I do it way better than him now…anyway, I was begging him not to go because she was sooo mean. She stole the letters and as a kid I did not know.

Remember this is my pain, not yours.

He told me when she died that he wanted to divorce her. He cannot forgive her. Even now that marriage is a matter of toleration. EWWWW. He told me that he told her “I have a child. Can you accept that?” In LA terms , he sold A out and I was so way to young to help her. Then mommy told me how ugly she thought I was. How I should cut my hair, how I was too pale..um..not buying it mommy… never did. No skin cancer for me, no fat hips for me..nope never got them, never will.

Mommy, and I use this word with deep sarcasm - just so you know, she always said anything to make me feel worthless. Fortunately I was raised by my grandmothers and my teachers elsewhere. I took off to college..or fled to college :)

Mommy said, when we went to court to sue the living hell out of each other “I have waited for this day all my life” . She also said “all of the children were girls” but wait how can you tell so soon? Mommy ’s rules girls die men live to serve her. When I got my career, she actually said this ” hurry up and get even more powerful so you can be these little chippies bosses” I replied, “mommy, you have issues and I am not about to use my power to discriminate against anyone, not guys not girls not anyone, not colors”

So after my newly grown semi-adulthood and that cruelty I walked. COLD

here we go 2. So my father, being a greedy idiot, marries her, but not for me, but for another. Wow that woman I believe feigned about 5 kids. He was in the army and carried a lot of medals. Mine are all academic. He did not feel well with a tiny intellectual daughter. lost red head elf :( That said he well, wow, I guess times were different before I..but he got her pregnant in high school. A, my past away sister, used to read to me and I kept wondering who was this blond calling my father “dad”. His mother/my grandmother in Chicago told me. A fled to LA and died there with a motor cycle gang. Every time I am there (my 3rd home), I wish for her.

So once I wrote him a letter begging him to save me from my mother and put it in his pillow. Sadly he was away like me now sometimes, but I do it way better than him now…anyway, I was begging him not to go because she was sooo mean. She stole the letters and as a kid I did not know.

Remember this is my pain, not yours.

He told me when she died that he wanted to divorce her. He cannot forgive her. Even now that marriage is a matter of toleration. EWWWW. He told me that he told her “I have a child. Can you accept that?” In LA terms , he sold A out and I was so way to young to help her. Then mommy told me how ugly she thought I was. How I should cut my hair, how I was too pale..um..not buying it mommy… never did. No skin cancer for me, no fat hips for me..nope never got them, never will.

Mommy, and I use this word with deep sarcasm - just so you know, she always said anything to make me feel worthless. Fortunately I was raised by my grandmothers and my teachers elsewhere. I took off to college..or fled to college :) I always felt I had failed a test, even though I had my papers read in class. What damage.

Mommy said, when we went to court to sue the living hell out of each other “I have waited for this day all my life” . She also said “all of the children were girls” but wait how can you tell so soon? Mommy ’s rules girls die men live to serve her. When I got my career, she actually said this ” hurry up and get even more powerful so you can be these little chippies bosses” I replied, “mommy, you have issues and I am not about to use my power to discriminate against anyone, not guys not girls not anyone, not colors”

So after my newly grown semi-adulthood and that cruelty I walked. COLD