I cant stop cutting and and i don’t care anymore
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i was in remission for 6 monthes and then about 2 weeks ago i started again idk y but boom it came back i dont want to go through the hassle of quiting again
What helped you stop in the past? And what happen recently that made you start again? I know those questions can be hard to answer and some times you may not even know your self what is causing you to do it, or feel the way you feel. Why don’t you just let us know a little bit about your self. How old are you, do you live at home, what’s your family like?
Did anything happen two weeks ago? If you could quit though, would you? When you don’t cut, how do you feel? What are you thinking about?
i know exactly how you feel.ive quit so many times only to fall right back into it.starting over sucks but i keep trying.i have a tiny little bit of hope in me that this will get better.because it has to.you need to have hope too.
I just read through your last post. It looks like your parents knew about you doing it before. Did you get therapy to help you stop? It seems since your parents already know about you doing it before, it would be easier to come clean about doing it this time.
You got through this before, and you can do it again. Just because you relapsed, doesn’t mean you need to give up. You made it 6 months!! be proud of yourself for that. Find that inner strength and start using some of the things you have done in the past 6 months to help you stop.
I started in 7nth grade after i started a new school got put in special ed for learning disabilities and i got a back brace for scoliosis i quit for 2 yrs and then started again this yr 10nth grade. At the beginning of this yr a girl threatened to kill a teacher, i told she stalked me, threatened me, assaulted me and i got a restraining order against her ( she kept breaking it and the cops didn’t arrest her bc the school didn’t care then the teacher i thought cared left and lied in court longgggg story) i then got ptsd still have it and nightmares so ya. ( u can read about it in my old posts) So any way the new dean came and i tested her to see if i could trust her she gained my trust and i really love her now shes the best i so Tae Kwon do at her dojang even about 2 weeks ago i met another cutter there we started talking i tried to help her but then everything came back i got addicted again from seeing her cuts and scars and all i want is my teacher to save me from myself bc i love her so much but i don’t want to quit i just want to hide it but now my cut is infected. :(…
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If you want your teacher to save you, why don’t you just tell her so she can help you?
idk then my parents would find out bc she would tell them
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