We should talk…
What is going on? In order for your heart to heal, you have to address the issues. There is power in prayer, but God wants you to be at your best and have this burden healed, not shoved behind a wall somewhere.
I know how desperate you must feel, but honestly hon, I don’t think you want to hear how suicide is wrong because you already know that… you want to know if there is a solution and I can guarantee there is and you are well on your way.
Suicide is from the enemy, and NEVER did GOd give you a spirit of fear. The enemy is trying desperately to turn your mind against you. He has used all that you fear and all that causes you pain to believe in a delusion and a lie.
Suicide shifts our focus off of Jesus Christ and the cross. If it was allowed, then there would have been no need to send Jesus as an atonement.
You are loved and worthy of this life. God loved you first and therefor His love is all you need. It is a healing salve to all wounds because even His very word says that love covers all wrongs.
You can be healed of these dibilitating thoughts, but it’s going to take work, and lots of it, sprinkled with determination.
To get you started if you are willing, may I pray for you? It will work. There is always power in prayer. Your prayers were heard because you were led here to the aid of other Christians on this site. You have help and you are not alone.
GOd Bless, and here’s my email if you need it… anytime! srnityblu(@)yahoo.com
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