stupid stupid addiction go away plz so I can live
again
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anyone plz i need to talk
I’m not sure I’m the best at dealing with addictions… but I’m here if u want to talk :)
I cant stop cutting im so mad at myself i was in remmison for 6 monthes bu then i relapsed again 2 weeks ago my parents and counselor think im fine and would be soooo disapointed and the person i look up to the most my Tae Kwon do teacher and the dean of students at my school who knows about my past would be to she knew i was getting urges but dosnt know i acted on them bc if i told her she would tell my parents.
meg_ryan invited 2 users to read this post 5 months ago.
They wont be dissapointed its normal to fall back when heading forward.
wow 6 months… u must be really proud of yourself for making it that long. by remission do u mean just this one time, or is it all over and its going back to what it was, more cutting?
ya idk they will be so upset
endorphins are more addictive than morphine, its normal to have a relapse, but as long as u keep trying ur hardest to stay free of it I’m sure they will be happy- if they understand addictions
They will be sad but not let down considering you still want to stop.
People are proud of you still
no there not i cant do this again ill just keep doing it and hiding it.
wanting to stop and actually attempting to stop is a BIG step, and on the path to recovery. I know, its hard to be looked up to by kids, and they try to be like you, but they don’t know what ur really like and don’t know what it means to want to be like u. u don’t want them to be like u. but they don’t know that
if you tell someone and get help to stop then that would be the right thing right. and you are strong for stopping for that long.
falling invited 2 users to read this post 5 months ago.
idk i dont think i have the strength to go through all that therpy again it was torture and sooo painful :’(
Why keep doing it just because you messed up a little? Just stop okay. You dont have to tell them about one time but you have to not do it anymore and if you do then you can say. Just keep trying.
Kwstar wrote:
idk i dont think i have the strength to go through all that therpy again it was torture and sooo painful :’(
what was the therapy? everything you do is in your mind, your the one who controles things and you were the one who stoped before
idk talking getting checked to make sure i wasnt cutting just to much stuff.
Talking can make you feel better though. its not horrible but if you stop then you wont have that anymore.
because u realize how strong a grip it has on you, and how you’ve missed it….and how u need it sum. Kwstar maybe theres something going on? theres a reason for self harm
sum wrote:
Why keep doing it just because you messed up a little? Just stop okay. You dont have to tell them about one time but you have to not do it anymore and if you do then you can say. Just keep trying.
im trying to get over my ptsd
post traumatic stress disorder
it is a disorder u get after a tramatic event or events lots of soldiers get it.
Hurting yourself will inflict more stress though.
this is true but it feels good bc i take out my anger on myself.
But creating more anger =/
Better off using it in more constructive ways and do some sports or art or writing or something.
god how lovely cutting yourself ,Kwstar, or what ever you are…
i was cutting myself too in past when i didn’t knew who iam i but now iam know who iam i! also iam in deep **** but who cares cause thats another story. Your ****** up … scared and left alone. LOVELY!
how to get out of this crap? be punk/be yourself , don’t give a **** about what others say or think unless they telling truth. Dont do orders **** them. Life is 1 , no god or prays will save you. Have fun in this life. Why would u need to cut yourself when u can go out with friends or eating or what ever you like.
my life was changed by John Lydon , he woke the really me.
Fight for your life , do what ever you love (you dont love cutting yourself) and do your loving things as much as you love dont give a **** what others say or think.
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