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stupid stupid addiction go away plz so I can live

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (8 minutes after post)

anyone plz i need to talk

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (15 minutes after post)

i will talk to you. im hear

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (15 minutes after post)

I’m not sure I’m the best at dealing with addictions… but I’m here if u want to talk :)

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (18 minutes after post)

I cant stop cutting im so mad at myself i was in remmison for 6 monthes bu then i relapsed again 2 weeks ago my parents and counselor think im fine and would be soooo disapointed and the person i look up to the most my Tae Kwon do teacher and the dean of students at my school who knows about my past would be to she knew i was getting urges but dosnt know i acted on them bc if i told her she would tell my parents.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (22 minutes after post)

They wont be dissapointed its normal to fall back when heading forward.

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (23 minutes after post)

wow 6 months… u must be really proud of yourself for making it that long. by remission do u mean just this one time, or is it all over and its going back to what it was, more cutting?

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (23 minutes after post)

ya idk they will be so upset

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (26 minutes after post)

endorphins are more addictive than morphine, its normal to have a relapse, but as long as u keep trying ur hardest to stay free of it I’m sure they will be happy- if they understand addictions

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (28 minutes after post)

They will be sad but not let down considering you still want to stop.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (29 minutes after post)

People are proud of you still

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (31 minutes after post)

no there not i cant do this again ill just keep doing it and hiding it.

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (33 minutes after post)

wanting to stop and actually attempting to stop is a BIG step, and on the path to recovery. I know, its hard to be looked up to by kids, and they try to be like you, but they don’t know what ur really like and don’t know what it means to want to be like u. u don’t want them to be like u. but they don’t know that

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meg_ryan offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (33 minutes after post)

if you tell someone and get help to stop then that would be the right thing right. and you are strong for stopping for that long.

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (35 minutes after post)

idk i dont think i have the strength to go through all that therpy again it was torture and sooo painful :’(

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (36 minutes after post)

Why keep doing it just because you messed up a little? Just stop okay. You dont have to tell them about one time but you have to not do it anymore and if you do then you can say. Just keep trying.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (37 minutes after post)

Kwstar wrote:
idk i dont think i have the strength to go through all that therpy again it was torture and sooo painful :’(

what was the therapy? everything you do is in your mind, your the one who controles things and you were the one who stoped before

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (39 minutes after post)

idk talking getting checked to make sure i wasnt cutting just to much stuff.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (40 minutes after post)

Talking can make you feel better though. its not horrible but if you stop then you wont have that anymore.

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (41 minutes after post)

because u realize how strong a grip it has on you, and how you’ve missed it….and how u need it sum. Kwstar maybe theres something going on? theres a reason for self harm

sum wrote:
Why keep doing it just because you messed up a little? Just stop okay. You dont have to tell them about one time but you have to not do it anymore and if you do then you can say. Just keep trying.

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (1 hour, 45 minutes after post)

im trying to get over my ptsd

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falling offline Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (1 hour, 48 minutes after post)

ptsd? srry but what’s that?

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (1 hour, 49 minutes after post)

post traumatic stress disorder

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (1 hour, 52 minutes after post)

it is a disorder u get after a tramatic event or events lots of soldiers get it.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (3 hours, 24 minutes after post)

Hurting yourself will inflict more stress though.

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Kwstar offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 5 months ago (14 hours, 39 minutes after post)

this is true but it feels good bc i take out my anger on myself.

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sum offline Verified User (8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (17 hours, 24 minutes after post)

But creating more anger =/

Better off using it in more constructive ways and do some sports or art or writing or something.

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sky9no9longer9blu offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 5 months ago (21 hours, 27 minutes after post)

god how lovely cutting yourself ,Kwstar, or what ever you are…
i was cutting myself too in past when i didn’t knew who iam i but now iam know who iam i! also iam in deep **** but who cares cause thats another story. Your ****** up … scared and left alone. LOVELY!
how to get out of this crap? be punk/be yourself , don’t give a **** about what others say or think unless they telling truth. Dont do orders **** them. Life is 1 , no god or prays will save you. Have fun in this life. Why would u need to cut yourself when u can go out with friends or eating or what ever you like.
my life was changed by John Lydon , he woke the really me.
Fight for your life , do what ever you love (you dont love cutting yourself) and do your loving things as much as you love dont give a **** what others say or think.

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