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My best friend just did the one thing I thought she’d never do.
I doubted her so many other times. About everything and anything. Because she was doing so much for me. Always so nice to me, but even when I doubted her she always pulled threw. But there was one thing I knew she would never do. She said she’d never do it. And she did it…
She says she’d never had done if she knew it’d hurt me. She the nicest person ever. She cares for herself before others. Never would purposely do anything to hurt everyone. I don’t trust others easily, and she was the one person I let myself trust. Then she did the worst thing she could ever do to me. Because it was the one thing I was 100% she would never, ever, do. In the past she said she never would do it. Then she said things changed. But every time it was question I said “No, that would NEVER happen. EVER.” I never thought she’d do it.
But then she told me she did. And now she keeps saying sorry and she wouldn’t have done it if she had known I’d be hurt so bad. I don’t think there was a worst thing she could possibly do. Because this was the ONLY thing I knew she wouldn’t do. Everything else I could get over and move on because I’d have my doubts. But this I knew would never happen. I can’t face her. I don’t know what to do. I live in the same house as her. I can’t avoid her.
She’s the best friend anyone could ever have. But… I don’t think I can look past this. I’m in a new state where I have no friends. I don’t know what to do or where to go. I can’t go back home. I’m pretty much broke. Just. Ugh.
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