why can’t i just be straight with people i’m constantly
saying one thing then thinking another and building up all of this anger in the back of my head i’m trying to find a way of telling my parents i’m self harming and that i’m convinced i have clinical depression but i seriously don’t want to burden them with my problem and i think that suffering with this all being built up in my head is my way of being punished for how ****ing pathetic i am and then some of the things my brothers say just piss me off so much that i feel like just pulling out my thigh and showing them all the cuts in anger to show them how far they have pushed me and how far everyone else has pushed me and just admitting to them how ****** my life has been compared to what i have made them to believe about my life i just can’t handle my own thoughts anymore but i can’t find a way to talk to anyone and that just makes me feel worse. it’s been going on for too long now and i seriously need help but all the other advice i’ve gotten is just to talk to someone or go to my doctor but i don’t know how there is just a part of me that won’t let me i just have completely given up now and i need some different advice.
(no offence to the people who gave me the advice on my last post just i can’t follow through with the advice that was given)
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why can’t i just be straight with people i’m constantly saying one thing then thinking another and building up all of this anger in the back of my head i’m trying to find a way of telling my parents i’m self harming and that i’m convinced i have clinical depression but i seriously don’t want to burden them with my problem and i think that suffering with this all being built up in my head is my way of being punished for how ******* pathetic i am and then some of the things my brothers say just piss me off so much that i feel like just pulling out my thigh and showing them all the cuts in anger to show them how far they have pushed me and how far everyone else has pushed me and just admitting to them how ****** my life has been compared to what i have made them to believe about my life i just can’t handle my own thoughts anymore but i can’t find a way to talk to anyone and that just makes me feel worse. it’s been going on for too long now and i seriously need help but all the other advice i’ve gotten is just to talk to someone or go to my doctor but i don’t know how there is just a part of me that won’t let me i just have completely given up now and i need some different advice.
(no offence to the people who gave me the advice on my last post just i can’t follow through with the advice that was given)
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